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-Ka'marae
"I don't know why I have to feel this way..." I cried as I trembled the gun at the two men I
was badly torn between. My heart throbbed with so much pain as the choice to choose either one
burned inside of me. I didn't know what to do because both of them have been important in my
life.
Cease has granted me with everything that I've always wanted, from the time I was little.
He saved me from giving up and it hurts me to have to point this gun at the man who I know I
would nothing without. But unexpectedly, I met Devonte, and he showed me something different,
something special, and something real. And, as I look back on us, I can't help but to feel lust for
him as well, but I know love ceases and it was do or die right now.
Everything felt so confusing. Both of them have my heart in the palm of their hands, and
debating on who wanted it more with only a bullet didn't make shit any better, but unfortunately I
knew it had to come down to this whether I wanted to do it or not..
"Nobody is making you do shit Ka'marae. But if you want the right love from a real
nigga, you've got to end what's blindly killing you, and that's him. I promise, it's only going to
get better with me and you walking out of this place hand-in-hand and him laying on this ground
dead. I told you from the jump that he can't do you how real nigga can do you. He can't show
you what you're really looking for because he doesn't give a fuck about you and he never will!
He's the one that needs to be dead" Devonte said as he mugged Cease.
"You must be out your rabbit ass mind if you think she's gonna kill me over you. I'm the
one that made her somebody when she wasn't shit to anybody. I'm the one that put her on and
gave her a new brand as a person. Best believe I'm the only mother fucker that's gonna love her
ass right. She belongs to me bitch" cease argued.
"Man you ain't nothing but a fucking hypocrite! All you want to do is use her. I've always
held my tongue and shit for you because I needed the money, but truth is you ain't nothing but a
lame, bitch ass nigga. I might be the first and probably the last to tell you that shit but it needs to
be heard. She doesn't fucking belong to you Cease. She will never fucking belong to you nigga.
Ka'marae, you're a fucking human, not his property! He owns what's between your legs but if
you really want something real you should let me own your heart because you know what you
felt when we are around each other. That can't go away. I might not have a bank roll like this
fuck nigga, but we know each other's background, we know each other's roots of where the pain
lies at. Remember us! " D screamed back at him.
I looked at D as those words came out of his mouth. I never thought he would get that
bold due to Cease' strong demeanor and intimidating ways. Cease smirked and shook his head
at Devonte before he shot his eyes back to me.
"Remember the one who made you feel loved for the first time Ka'marae. Remember the
one who showed you what real love felt like. Remember the one who took you from the bottom
and placed you at the top. Remember all I have done for you. Don't even listen to this nigga,
because he just feels sorry for you. He's just pretending to care so he doesn't feel bad for you.
But it is fucking me, and ONLY ME, who can take you higher and give even more shawty. He's
the one that needs to be dead!" Cease yelled.
"Man fuck all of this talking shit, if you wanna kill me, fuck it! I've been prepared to die
so go ahead and shoot me if giving ass up every night is something you wanna live for. In the
right, you should kill him because he ain't nowhere near right for you!" D said in annoyance.
"Nah shoot him! He's the one that's going to tear everything that you and I built! We could take
over the world together bae, he's the one holding us back from it!!!" Cease yelled back.
"Do what you gotta do!" D shouted.
"It's all on you," Cease answered back.
"Do it so I know it's real!"
"MAN FUCK IT AND JUST PULL THE TRIGGER ALREADY!!!" Cease erupted with anger as
he pointed it at Devonte.
I was coated in sweat and tears as I fought to pull the trigger on either one of them. My
adrenaline was through the roof and I could feel my emotionally pained heart rapidly beat a mile
a minute. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath before opening them back up and looking at
one of them with the deepest pain I have ever felt.
"I'm sorry..." I said sadly as I pulled the trigger and watched his soul leave his body,
and life drain from his eyes. As he dropped to the ground, his body made a loud thud. Once I
realized what I had just done, I immediately dropped to the ground as well and let out loud cries
as I looked at the gun in my hand. I began to feel traumatized and disgusted as I realized how
much good I just destroyed with the pull of a trigger...
