I don't know yet

Slowly falling

I can't do this anymore
I try & I try
My happiness always escaping
& my dark thoughts comes back

I hide my emotions
Always smiling
But I am never okay
I know, it's not healthy

The pain will never be fix
I wonder,
Why am I still here ?
No one want me here.

I like to be left alone
Feeling empty inside
You know why ?
Because everyday is a struggle

Once you are happy
There always
ALWAYS
A person to bring you down

& you don't know why
But they don't care!
They don't care how you feel
Or what you going threw

But there's a point
There's a point where you break
When you are tired of everything
Tired of being stuck

Tired of being different
Even tired of being tired
But you say to yourself
It's all in your head

But deep down inside..
You know it's not
You know it's real
You know it hurts

You emotionally break down
& there's nothing left.