iii. private transmission

day 2

~jimin

i came home to you sternly looking at me.

hey, i said, slowly panicking.

since when? you cried.

your voice quiet.

the lump in your throat causing your voice to crack.

then tears started to form my eyes.

mi, –i just,

just what?! you interrupted. your face turning into a shade of crimson.

big streams of tears left your eyes, making me re-think about what

violet told me.

jimin, i gave my heart and soul. and you were so much to me–so much.

i instantly felt the pang of guilt.

you inhaled. since when have you been sleeping with her, jimin? since when have you been with violet?

then i could feel the salt in my tears.

two weeks ago.

my reply made you turn away and weep.

it was then when all the memories we had together came

rushing in my head.

why? jimin? why do you keep on doing this to me? why are you hurting me?

what do you want from me?!

you screamed.

i hurt you.

i hurt us.

for being with another girl.

i couldn't stand how miserable you looked

so i spoke up.

mi, i have to go.

i quietly muttered,

but you never looked back

because i now know that i broke your heart

so much

that you didn't even care about anything

at all

anymore.

did it even matter who won the battle?

_______

sad af