iii. private transmission

day 7 pt. 3

a/n: (jimin's words are going to be in the bold font.)

jimin? taehyung started.

jimin widened his eyes. tae−why are you here?

i would ask you the same fucking thing, park jimin. i spat,

my blood starting to boil

by the sight of him.

memories of what happened five days ago started to kick in

and i calmly asked tahyung

to go to the living room.

and he did.

why are you here?

me and violet; we're over. it's done.

get the fuck out. why are you here jimin?

i− miss you, mi. and i am so, so sorry.

so is that it? am i  just some backup person? need me when you have no one to fuck behind my back? is that it, why you miss me?

jimin clenched his jaw.

look, mimi. i know that i fucked up more than big time, okay? i know that i fucked someone behind your fucking back. but i came here to tell you that i still love you, mimi. i know that you may have found someone who is better than me, and i am so, so happy for you. but i love you, mimi. so fucking much. i just wanted you to know that.

jimin-

the tears that were leaving my eyes

made me realize that

i still did

love him

and i always

will

but it wouldn't be the same

if i let him in again

and again

and again.

then i shut the door without a word.

________
im crying wtf