He was my everything. I love the way he smiled, laughed and chuckled at my silly action. I love him from head to toe but sadly i wasn't the only one who loves him. My best friend who had a huge crush on him, Kirin. She was so deeply in love with him that the only thing we ever talk about is him.
He was my close friend too infact he is my neighbour. You know those where you guys can have conversation through the window. He found his perfect one in his life and sadly it not me. It was kirin. She is tall, pretty, mature and she even know how to take care of someone unlike me.
I'm nothing. I'm not even that pretty. She is definitely his idea type. Let's be honest here even if I'm pretty I won't be able to win his heart. Both of them has secret crush on each other. Everytime I'm with Jungkook, he always asking about kirin and it just hurts me and frustrated me alot.
It hurts me even more when i see them kissing. I was deeply hurt to the point that I can't even think of anything. I stopped talking to them even if they came up to me, I made up an excuse to escape from the pain.
I was on top of the rooftop one silent day. I sat on the edges of the rooftop softly sobbing. "Hey...Why are you crying?"Someone tap my shoulder. I wiped the tears with the back of my hand and smiled at him.
"Nothing...I'm fine." "I know you are not.If you have any problem, I'm here listening." he said. "I'm fine..nothing's wrong"Just when I heard his footstep faded away slowly, I finally opened my mouth. "Actually.." "yes?" "Being in friend zone sucks right?" He nodded. "Mind sharing with me?"
I feel a lump on my throat as I remember the day he confess to her. "He's my everything. He brighten my heart even in the darkest moment but... He was.." "in love with kirin huh?" My eyes widened like I just seen a ghost. "How do you know?" "Let's be honest here. I'm Jungkook's best friend, Taehyung. Kirin is all he ever talk about and if you don't know I have been observing you."
"I felt sorry for you cause he could had choose you. You have been there in his most upset moment and even the most darkest time in his life." I looked down on the floor, "Maybe I put in too much hope in my expectation." "It okay. I'm sure you will find someone one day."
So after that day, I met taehyung and we have been closer to each other everytime we hangout. He's the most understanding person and someone I can talk to easily about my problem. And for jungkook, I heard that his relationship with was kind of on and off.
"hey!" I heard the voice that I never had heard for a long time. It's jungkook. I close my locker door and started a very awkward conversation. "So... how your relationship lately?" I asked him. "Not so good..I want you to-"
He was cut off by taehyung who wrapped his arms around my waist, it just our friendly hug not much. Hmm...Let's play with jungkook since I'm bored. "Erm..I see you guys are dating." "No-" I cover taehyung's mouth and said, "Yup. we have been together for a while now right, bae?"
Taehyung knew what i just did and he just goes along with it. "Yea. Let's get some fresh air, bae." I giggled the way he say it. as soon as I turn to jungkook, His face was filled with anger. Why is he angry?
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This is just one small series of jungkook sort of a 'fanfic'. so I decided that in each update I will share a story time.. okay so for today story time is about my very first heartbroken and take note that I never had any heartbreak after any breakup with my ex or what so ever.
If was not long ago, it happened recently. Last year, one of classmate told me that one of the senior liked me. I was surprise cause I never expect a senior to like me, I didn't really find out who he is but he is someone that walked past my class often so yup.
This year, my friend pointed up to me the guy.(I'm going to call him Jung) So basically I looked at Jung's pic and I thought that he is quite cute but turn out it was not him. texted him (it took a lot of courage. Haizz) and it was awkward but jung told me that he don't know who I am and he say someone liked me and it definitely not him.
that moment I was left heartbroken, I wanted to cried but I was in the public it would be awkward to cry. I was madly in love I guess. (I know I cheated on jungkook *cried* I'm sad...I should had stick to jungkook) but my friend was confirm that it was jung so I was confuse wif who is the one.
Jung was stuck in my head but after the heartbreak. I told myself 'It all in the past now, You're strong. You don't need a men. you got Jungkook *Smirk*.' and from that day onward I read jungkook fanfic to make me fall in love wif jungkook again.
Do you guys ever fall in love with someone else and lost all your feeling of your bias? cause I do *laugh*
Share your heartbroken story with me ^-^ I'm still in hiatus for your reminder. I had 2 more camps to go *Sigh*
