Requested by: jiminity95
Jimin POV
I was a fool..I can't believe I love you till she left me. I never even realised how much she had done for me and yet I treat it as I don't notice her. I regret I wish I could back time and hold her tight in my arms. I sat down in the living room holding our picture with broken glasses around the frame.
My tears drop on the picture as I flashback to what happen last week...
"I am sick and tired of being treated coldly!" She screamed, I don't understand why I am no longer interested in her and I am still with her..I wonder why didn't I broke up with her? should I cheat on her? I don't know I am confuse.. do I still love her?
I had no more feeling...right? I coldly said, "You are welcome to leave this house whenever you want.." I slam the door of the bedroom that we both shared.
Few days later~
Alyssa Pov
I want to hold it in for a bit. I know he still love me even if he don't as long as I love him. I am satisfied, I would do anything just to stay by his side. I headed to the park to grab some fresh air after some painful thought.
my eye widened and leaving my mouth open.. its him again but with another girl.. Both of them are kissing each other very passionately.. Jimin please don't..
He pull her closer to him and she moan in the kiss. This scene make my leg becomes weaker as I cover my face and cried.. I deserve this because I love someone too much that they lost their feeling..
I look at him one last time but this time we met eye contact. He changed. I don't see guilt in his eyes anymore all I see is just darkness in his eyes. he smirked and continued kissing her.. I regret everything...
I stood up and walk back to our apartment in empty minded, I might even gone crazy. I packed all my stuff. Sooner or later he came back, he smirked evilly at me. "Do you feel the pain? do you really think I would feel guilty? hahaha" he laughed. My tears kept rolling down my face and my fist clenched tightly as I try to hold back all my anger.
"..I am sorry that I love someone who I know lost their feeling for me.."I look down as I cried. "haha pathetic desperate bitch!" he cursed, I can't hold back in anymore. I slap him.
"I am pathetic? say the one who confessed to me..Say he love me! he visit me when I was sick! that is PARK JIMIN! THE ONLY PARK JIMIN THAT LOVE ME! Who are you?!" He was speechless.
"I blame myself for not keeping our relationship longer...IT MY FAULT!" I cried out loud and left the place...
Jimin Pov
suddenly I feel guilty and whatever she say was true.. she done so much for our relationship and I does nothing..it not her fault but she blame herself. was I high or what? I need to look for her now and I want to apologise to her.
Unfortunately, when I looked for her at her apartment. She is living happily...but with another boy. I try to speak but my mouth was glued together and I guess I should stop looking for her since I can't make her happy..
I am sorry, Alyssa...
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I don't know if this even romantic and sad at the same time..but so ya I hope you like it..
I try to be more active in wattpad but I don't think I would be able to do it since I am really busy with school work and exam are coming so yup.. I won't accept request now till I think I am able to be active. Please be understanding :) Thank you
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