Destiny
You know, I never really asked for this. I didn't ask for the pain, the grief or abuse. The disabilities. I didn't want to be left here on this desolate earth alone. Well, Ciel is here, but he'll leave just like everyone else has. I wanted to find 'happiness'. I wanted to find love and have it be returned. Live the oh-so-cliche 'fairy-tale' girls adore. But my life was doomed from the start. Since the day I was born I've been nothing but a disappointment. Mistake. Failure. My mom died when I was young and my father, well, my step-father actually, became abusive. He showed me the world for what it truly was and is. Cold, hurtful, and unloving. At least it proves to be this way for me. No one loves me. I'm not good enough to be loved. No matter how hard I try. I think... I think I'll try once more. It's senior year. One year. Maybe something will change this time. maybe I can actually be happy.Maybe.... Just maybe.... I can make someone proud and happy. I hope to become the women you always wanted to call your daughter, mom.
Jason
My name is Jason Devereux and I am madly deeply in love. Her name is the definition of what we are, what we're meant to be. Us together is what I dream of; what I crave. I would completely surrender to her call. That is, if she'd ever call me back. Up until 4 months ago she did not acknowledge my existence. She did not acknowledge the fact that I was a separate real and complete heartbeat. She wouldn't even look at me, but if I am being fair we are from two different worlds. If I am happiness she is sorrow, if I am Antarctica she is Mauna Loa, if I am day she is the night. Because of her I want to only be surrounded by the moon and stars, nothing else, just that vast open void of chaos, vulnerability, and wonder. I want to be surrounded by her. I want to drown in her voice. I want her to etch my name into her heart like I have done with hers many years ago. I usually hate school, but because of it I have an excuse to talk to my one true safe haven. I would of course never tell her this, at least not yet, I want.. No, I need her to remember me. Remember us. Everything we had before I screwed it up. Honestly though, I love her so much that I might just have to tell her; Maybe. Just maybe.
Ciel
My name is Ciel O'Donnel and I am a faker. I am different for everyone. I change for everyone. I adapt for everyone, and maybe that is why people like me. When I moved here from England with my family about one and a half years ago, it was the accent, but now... Now I am an outcast that is also low key popular. I'm a popcast. There are only two people in this school who accept me for me. Destiny Baxter and Jason Devereux. I s'pose I'm the only tie between the two of them. This would be true except for the fact that Jason doesn't know who I actually am as we have only talked through our incoming emails, but that will change soon. Honestly, I'm just here to help and to keep the seat warm for whoever I'm replaced with.
