Your Forever Is All I Need ( Chris Motionless)

*All I Need* 1

-Chris Motionless- POV

She was beautiful, and I let her slip through my fingers. Im such an idiot! She was my love, my soul, my heart, and I through it all away......because of my selfish needs.

--Flashback--1 year ago

"Lucy, Lucy wait." I pleaded. "Chris, dont fucking touch me!" "Cant we just talk about this?" I was on the verge of tears at this point. "NO! You are the dirt under my feet. How could you do this to me?" She yelled whispered. "Honestly baby, I dont know. I love with all my fucking heart" I whispered. "Chris, Im leaving. And you will never see me again. We're DONE." she said as she walked off. "No, no, you cant do this, we were supposed to be forever." I told her. "Chris, you were a mistake." she looked right into my eyes. I could feel her pain and that stopped me right in my tracks. I fucked up.

I lost the one that meant the world to me, and now shes gone. I have nobody to hold, to kiss, to love, to tell my feelings to. All because of me. Now what.

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Present Day

We were going on tour this summer. For warped tour. Fuck yeah! "Hey Ricky, you seen my flat iron?" I asked. "Yeah, its on the-" I cut him off. "Nevermind, I see it" Yess! Cant live without this.

--Lucy-- POV

"Mom!" I shouted. "Yes honey?" she questioned. "Im leaving for warped tour." I told her as I walked into the kitchen with a smile on my face "Why so early?" she looked at me confused. "I dont want to be all the way in the back of the line now do I" I questioned putting my hand on my chest. "Well okay. I still dont know why you want to go alone with those crazy people."she said as she drinked her coffee. "Mom they arent crazy" I told her kissing her cheek. "Bye, see you later" I yelled. " Bye honey, be safe!" she called.

I wore black shorts that were folded. Kinda short. An Of Mice and Men tank top that had the logo on it with floral print. And my black vans. I was pretty simple today but satisfied. My hair was straightened and dirtyish blonde color in the middle of my back. I got inside my car and blasted Falling In Reverse.

--Chris Motionless-- POV

"Are you ready for Motionless In White, Lets Fucking do this in 3-2-1!!" First it was Ghost, Ryan, Balz, Ricky, Brenden, then me. The crowd went crazy.

"This song is called A-M-E-R-I-C-A!! Sing along if you fucking know it.

We take medication
To be someone else
And we take off our clothes
To pay for the bills
Where downloading content
Will buy you a sentence
And herb is free in the Hollywood hills

And I'm living one big nightmare
The ugly truth has a model's face
Making saints out of useless pop stars
Where's the intelligence

A-M-E-R-I-C-A
Home of the free, the sick and depraved
A-M-E-R-I-C-A
So why the fuck are you looking at me?

Oil prices are so high
We can't feed ourselves
So we buy into fast food
And occupy the will
We upload our status
To beg for attention
They're all eating cake
Off our capital health

Still living in one big nightmare
God save the human race
Hanging convicts made in HD
Glorified ignorance

A-M-E-R-I-C-A
Home of the free, the sick and depraved
A-M-E-R-I-C-A
So why the fuck are you looking at me?

A-M-E-R-I-C-A
Home of the free, the sick and depraved
A M E R I C A
So why the fuck are you looking at me?

A-M-E-R-I-C-A
Home of the free, the sick and depraved
A M E R I C A
So why the fuck are you looking at me?

We played a couple more songs until I saw a familar face in the crowd. Our eyes locked. Right then and there I knew who I was looking at. Lucy, the girls heart I broke because of my stupidity. She looked away. I wouldnt blame her, I wouldnt want to look at me either.

Our set ended and I was looking all over for Lucy. As soon as she saw me, she left. To where I have no idea. But I have to find her.

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Haha that rhymed. Bye my little creatures.