miserable // n.h

Chapter 2

We entered the car as I sat in between Liam and Niall. The boys all seemed to think this was awkward. They seemed afraid to talk, as if I would breakdown at any second now.

"What do you guys know about anything like this?" I asked.

"We don't, Liam does." Harry spoke softly. I looked at Liam and he nodded.

"It was a while ago, it lasted for a few years. All the kids at school would always make fun of me. I wasn't sure why though, and to this day I'm still not sure. Maybe because I only had one kidney, or because I didn't look like all the other boys." He explained softly. "Enough about us tho, we'd like to know about you." He smiled changing the subject. And in that moment I envied all of them, they were all so happy when I wasn't.

"My names Daisy Willow. I'm 17 years old, um.. I'm addicted to tumblr and I have 2 tattoos?" I stated but came out more as a question. They snickered when I said the part tumblr.

"What are your tattoos of?" Zayn asked.

"A cross on my hand. And a flower on my ankle." I replied showing them my cross and flower.

"That's nice." Niall smiled at me and I gave him a small fake one back, I don't even think he believed it.

"But aren't you only 17?" Harry questioned.

"Yeah." I said.

"Don't you have to be 18 to get tattoos?" He raised an eyebrow.

"Do I care?" I snapped.

"What's crawled up your bum?" Louis said.

"I don't even wanna be here with you lunatics and you guys are just telling me what I did wrong. I'm only here for Anna, I'm trying for Anna but we all know that idiots like you won't help one bit. So just leave me alone while I'm here would ya?" I stated.

"We're trying to help you love." Liam replied trying to calm me.

"I don't need your help, I was fine before." I said. Niall placed a hand on my arm and I hissed in pain as he touched my cuts.

"It's only a few weeks Daisy, we can help you." Harry 'stated'.

"Didnt you hear what I said to my mom? I've been like this for so many years, do you really think that a few weeks would help!" I groaned throwing my head back and crossing my arms across my chest. The boys left me alone after that, well for the car ride that is.

"We're here." Someone said tapping my shoulder. I opened my eyes just noticing I fell asleep. I nodded grabbing my bag and walking out of the car to the door. I opened the door and to my surprise the house was gigantic. I ignored everyone and walked up the glass stairs. I opened each door until I found a room with lavender walls, dark purple bed sheets, a desk, wardrobe, and figured that this was my 'room'.

I closed the door quietly behind me and placed my bag on the bed. I placed my laptop, makeup and hair stuff on the desk and plugged in my phone charger in the outlet next to the bed and laid it on the night stand. I opened my empty wardrobe and put my small amount of clothes that filled about 2/5 of it. I pulled off my hoodie and hung it on the back of my chair.

'Worthless, stupid, fat' my brain reminded me.

I pulled out the pencil sharpener and un screwed the screw that was holding the razor. I flipped it over as the razor fell into my hands just as the door opened. I hid it behind my back and looked up. Liam looked upset, Harry looked mad, Zayn looked worried, Louis looked disappointed, and Niall looked like he was going to scream any second.

"I need it." I stated slipping it into my back pocket. Niall ran over hugging me. I stumbled back a bit but didnt hug him back. They know I don't do hugs, but that didn't stop them from giving me them.