Hi!
My mom found out that I like Chris. It was terrifyingly embarrassing. She told me to focus on boys my own age and if I was 22 and he was 38 it wouldn't be so bad because Id be an adult.
Also my mom said not to kiss well try to kiss him. I wouldn't dare do that cause if he didn't like me back I'd be in my own personal hell. Plus my mom and dad are divorced. So my mom didn't see the smile that seemed to be glued to my face after four wheeling.
Sigh but anyways. My mom is now working and I have to stay home with my brother, sister, and step dad. I hate my step dad. So I just avoid him a.k.a stay in my room until my mom gets back from work.
At least schools starting soon so I don't have to be at home. But Im also scared to start 7th grade because last year I was let's say the lone wolf.
And I'm extremely shy unless you've known me for awhile. So making knew friends is going to be hell. But there's always one thing that's great exactly before school.
I get to dye my hair!!!!!!!! This year I'm thinking auburn. Last year I did blonde,blue, and red. My hair's natural color is brown but the reason I dye my hair is to spend my time with my mom.
Because with her working and school starting soon I only get mornings,a little bit of the afternoons, and some of the evening because my brother has football practice.
But the good thing about football is the games. At my brothers first football game I saw Gunner a boy from my school. We sorta talked. I kinda like him I mean he's super cute.
And I get to see him every single Saturday until football season ends:). So I want to stop having a crush on Chris, but would me liking another (my age) boy help? Or will New Years roll around and BAM I see Chris then my feelings for him resurface?
With my luck they probably will......
Comment your fav singer,band, and or song. Tell me how I'm doing. If I need more details, longer chapters, ect. And I sorry this ones short. And till the next time my readers. I will publish my next chapter tomorrow.:)
Ed Sheeran- Fav song is Drunk
3 Doors Down- Fav song is Kryptonite
Nickelback- Fav song is Gotta Be Somebody
3 Days Of Grace- Fav song is Pain
