It really hurt me you know? Even after months and months. It broke me. Caused me pain.
But in all of this confusion and agony, it changed me. I don't know if it's for the better but better than I expected.
You broke my heart; but it didn't feel li...
I haven't spoke to Carl since that day. He's been with Kira a lot more though. He'll stay in the same room as me, for once. I would usually stare at him, and he would stare back too with adoration and loathing. It'll be like signals. He would usually smirk and leave before he did something he would regret.
It's been days now since what happened. I take care of Judith from time to time. She loves me, most of the Grimes' do to be honest...
Right now, I was sat on the grass with Judith in my arms. She's so cute. There was butterflies floating around her as she stuck her arms out to try and catch them. I smiled while she giggled.
I checked the time on my watch and realised that it was time to take Judith back to Rick. She groaned as I picked her up and walked her to Carl's.
I stood patiently waiting, when Carl opened the door. Again, just my frigging luck. I put on my fake smile.
"Here. She's been fine all day. She had some baby food." I say bluntly, trying to leave. I turn to leave when he grabs my arm and pulls me into a kiss. Woah, uh bruh, calm yourself. This was our first kiss since that day.
"Carl!" I whisper shout, walking in and slamming the door. "You can't do that! What about Kira?"
"Look Mary-- I love you so goddamn much. Kira... She's not what I thought she would be. It's always been you."
I blush, Ishouldn't be blushing, he's acting like a fuckboy Mary. Show him who's boss. I turn to leave, but to be met with his soft lips again. I kiss back longingly. I have to admit, I have missed this.
I hear a cough from behind us, leading into the front room. I raise my gun and so does Carl. The man puts his arms up in defence and sits down on the stairs steps.
"What the hell are doing in our house?" Carl asks the strange man, holding a gun to his head.
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"Well right now, I'm sitting on the steps, waiting for your mom and Dad to get dressed. Hi, I'm Jesus." Carl tilts his head slightly.
I stand with him, also holding a gun for protection towards his head. Me and Carl turn around when we hear Rick's and Michonne's voices come from upstairs. Rick was shirtless and Michonne was doing up her buttons on her shirt. Ummmmm.... since when did this happen?
Carl turns, obviously shocked about their little relationship.
Daryl, Abraham, Glenn and Maggie burst through the door with their guns raised. They had the same expression as Carl and I do.
"I-it's okay." Michonne says. I pack my gun in my holster as everyone did too.
"You said you wanted to talk, let's talk." Rick says, walking into the dinning area.
