So, a year back i used to ice skate all the time, by that i mean every weekend, and sometimes even in the week, it was the one thing that kept me happy, i used to spin, jump, twirl and glide around. I would step onto the ice feeling excitement, joy and pure happiness. But after a year of not doing it, i stepped onto the ice feeling nothing, my old skates needed sharpening and couldn't be used, i couldn't glide around like i used to, i couldn't skate like i used to, all the hard work and practising was all wasted, i felt so low but with my friends, they made me feel ok.
I'm selling my skates in hopes to get new ones and get back on the ice, but i know, i know it will take time. But this is just how i felt, how i still feel, i wish i could just hop onto the ice and glide around with no care in the world, but now i would fall. Even back then, i would rarely fall, whenever i fell, it made me feel weak. But now i do it all the time.