Is it just me? My personality? My body? My face? Everyone that i try to get close to leave me for other people, talk about me behind my back, or just straight up insult me to my face.
Why the fuck can't i just be like other people? Am i not good enough for anyone? Why can't i just get along with people.
I stopped cutting a long time ago, but i think the anger i should have been inflicting on myself is being thrown at the people i love. Maybe if i start again, i'll stop being angry at everyone? People will start liking me? Just maybe?
But still, i probably wouldn't change, I will never change, i just don't get along with people, i'm stuck like this. Why don't i just not make any contact with anyone? Isolate myself, that'll stop people from hurting me. Wont it.
