We became pretty close and the closer we got the more and more I liked him. I liked his laugh, I liked his jokes, I liked how he made me smile everyday, I liked that even when everyone else didn't see me he did. The one thing I liked the most is I could tell him anything, it just happened before I even really knew him. I trusted him and he never lost that. At 1st I didn't even want to be his girlfriend I wanted to just be with him and being dumped would ruin that. Finally over a year and four of his girlfriends later I knew I couldn't just be his friend. Every girlfriend drove me crazy, every guy I saw I compared to him, everyday half my brain was half on class and the other half on when I'd see him again. so I did it, well my friend did.
"hey do you want to date me?"
omg omg omg I've never been so scared but at the same time excited to see my phone. Then an hour went by, then two and pretty soon it was bedtime. I went to bed sad and almost wanting to act sick tomorrow. I didn't want to see him I didn't want to face being rejected by the guy I've wanted for over a year now, and to lose my closest guy friend. The next day I sat next to him in class heart racing, stomach flipping, brain going 100 miles an hour waiting for him to turn to me and reject me. Waiting for my best friend to tell me I'm weird and to never talk to him again. "sooo you get my text last night?" I sheepishly say "no I'm grounded why?" thank God I can take it back and not lose anything! I can keep him where he is and not have him run away. "What is it?" he repeats "uhh..Nothing really" okay now he knows what do I say how do I lie? CRAP he will see it when he's ungrounded I can't lie. "Well" I try to avoid it a little longer "what tell me??". He pushes. "Okay, will you go out with me?" my whole body goes crazy again filled with fear. Now the rejection will be even worse than through the phone. Then he smiles his amazing handsome smile that makes all my nerves slow down for a minute. "Sure" OMG HE SAID YES! "really?" I feel my smile coming out and I pray to God my face isn't too red. "Yea" he said yes he said yes HE FREAKING SAID YES.
