College...Not So Bad

Can i Die?....Please

This is james

Krystals P.O.V
Its been two days since the little incident Between James and i.I've made 5 more friends but their all im different i guess you could say "cliques" They are Bailey,Damori,Zanya,Jeanette,and Michaela. Theyve been really nice to me.
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I saw james on the couch..Watching horror movies, so i watched them with him.About half way into SAW i said James? Yeah he said. Im suicidal...."What?" He asks. I sigh,Yea it's really hard to tell someone so perfect like you that I'm just an anxiety,depression,not eating half the time freak.I start crying.He kisses me on the forehead and Says so am I don't worry.He picks me up bridal style and carries me off the couch and puts me in my bed...The next day things are back to normal. He cooks breakfast ands makes lemonade.School starts in 1 week I say kinda sad . "yep I dont wanna go" he replies. We eat while watching Netflix then I head out the door to go to the mall."Wait" I hear behind me "Can I come with you?"....Sure I reply.We have spent about an hour in the mall and I get a call it's from the police....I put it on speaker and say Hello?..Is this Krystal Smith they ask..I say yesss.They say my Brother and Sister have been in a terrible car accident...Right then and there I drop my phone and run off.James picks up the phone off the ground and officer Just said the hospital they're in.the mall was nothing but 10 minutes away so I ran home because we didn't bring my or his car.......I bring out my Blade
And start cutting deeply on my arms and legs before I know it there's blood on my hands.I grab my wrap and wrap up my arms and legs.James comes in the Dorm Screaming KRYSTAL! KRYSTAL. The fact he cared this much made me happy.I'm in the bathroom and my voice shaking I say yes I'm in here..He sees my arms (just my arms) bleeding through the wrap he sees the blade on the counter and starts crying..H says What did you do?!......there's silence and I don't answer I just close the bathroom door have a loud and crying for help scream.I take off my shirt wearing a just a bra...But before I put the blade to my stomach...He comes in takes away the blade and Says if you cut anymore I will cut myself more than you.

*Time Skip*
2 hours later I get my keys and he says wait...I'm coming with you...and he doesn't asks he just says.I get to the hospital and go to the front desk...Name the Lady asks I say Luke Smith and Jessie Smith..She says they're both in room 202 I walk in seeing they're on different sides of the room they're both talking now wish is great my brother looks at me then James then me and asks who's he and what did he do to your arms.He says softly and I say this is James and he didn't do anything to me....He looks at me and Says Did you cu- I cut him and nod my head yes...My brother says remove the wraps so I do what he says the bleeding stopped but it's still bad....I say if you guys DIE I'm coming with you....Silence.my sister can't talk because of her lungs. I just sit down next to James while he gets up and starts talking to my brother they have a lot in common but as I drift off to sleep I hear my brother say " Treat her right or I will Hurt you" I expect James to say we aren't together.But instead he just Says I love her to much to hurt her. Then I fall asleep

Bye guys hope you guys like it sorry If it's to long tell me in comments what you think byeeeeee~Aniya💯😞🔫