Half of Forever

Chapter 4. The past

Chapter 5

¨ Good Morning Sunshine! ¨ 

Nakagawian ko ng batiin si sunshine tuwing umaga. Sino nga ba si sunshine ? HAHA

It´s saturday and we don´t have class. I could have the chance to enjoy weekends.! yehesss!  I checked my phone to see if somebody texted. 

1 message and a missed call.

+63907*******

unknown yung caller.

I opened the message and it was from Popoy

From. Bestfriend Popoy

Good Morning Princess. :-) Let´s go out tonight. My treat! 

Si Buddy tlaga. Mamaya pa palang gabe yung lakad, umaga palang nagtext na agad. okay na din kse nangangamoy LIBRE! wahahahaha. Good Vibes! 

I went to the comfort room para maligo. 

¨ Mukang ang lamig ah! ¨

Nakaramdam ako ng ginaw. I looked outside. 

¨ Kaya naman pala. Umuulan na naman¨

Napatagal ang pagtingin ko sa labas. Suddenly ...

¨ Babe, samahan mo naman ako mamayang magshopping. ¨ - Irish

¨ HA ? bkit ndi ka pa ba makapunta sa mall by yourself ?and besides , pinapaattend ako ni daddy  ng meeting. hindi kse xa makakapunta sa office ngayon¨- Carl said coldly

Mangiyak ngiyak ako ng marinig ang mga sinabi nya. Hindi ko nalang sya pinansin. First time nya akong hindi sasamahan. Okay, hindi lang talaga ako sanay. Pero naintindihan ko naman yung reason nya.  I just smiled at him instead para hindi nia mapansin na nasaktan ako sa sinabi nya.

¨ okay babe. I love you. I have to go¨ - Irish

¨ okay. ingat¨. -Carl

Carl WAS my boyfriend. he´s my expired boyfriend. Actually, mukang ako ata yung na expire sa kanya. Expire na yung kontrata ko i think. I super duper to the highest level love him. Pero hindi ko alam kung bakit naging cold yung treatment nya sakin all of a sudden. I even doesn´t have a clue.

Kapag kasama ko syang magshopping, usually sa SM kami pumupunta. Pero dhil ako lang ngayon , i decided to go to Robinsons.

There I am. Naglalaks mag isa. I missed Carl so much. I miss the two of us holding each other´s hand. I miss how we show to all people how we love each other, but not to the point na we´re having PDA ha.

Nakaramdam ako ng pagod kaya naupo muna ako malapit sa World of Fun. Kung saan kami lagi tumatambay kapag minsan kaming nagppunta dito.

¨Babe, i want that stuff. Kunin mo sya for me please! ¨

Narinig kong sinabi nung babae, malamang dun sa boyfriend nia.

¨ haha. yan lang ba. o sige .  watch me¨ the guy said

They were playing a dart-like-game kung saan kapag na hit mo yung middle portion, makukuha mo yung prize na gusto mo.

Napatigil ako ng marinig ang boses ng lalaki.  Hindi ko muna sila tiningnan . Instead, hinintay ko muna ulit silang magsalita. at eto nga

¨ wow babe! ang galing mo naman.¨ - girl

¨haha. ako pa. basta para saýo. ¨- Guy

¨ akin na yan babe. ¨- the girl was talking about the stuffed toy

¨ oh- ow. kiss muna¨

¨ hmmm. naughty boyfriend¨- Girl

After ko na namang marinig yun, hindi ko na napigilang  hindi tumingin sa kanila. And I was shocked with what i saw. A boy kissing his girl in front of many people. In front of me. And confirmed, it was Carl. My beloved boyfriend. The guy who promised to love me always. The boy whom i give my first love. I can´t believe it´s happening. I can´t help myself but cry.