Chapter 16

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by alayna_b____

by alayna_b____

your POV a few months later

I walked inside and set my purse on the couch.Anthony wasn't home because he was filming.I got up and got myself a bottle of water then headed upstairs.I grabbed my lap top and I opened up my camera then started to record.

"Hey guys whats up........well im sorry I haven't made a video in a while...But I have gone through a lot lately with Anthony and other things that have affected my life a lot and don't get mad at Anthony he has helped me a lot with this but i haven't told you anything about my life yet...I haven't actually told Anthony yet either."I started to tear up"This isn't easy to say.....I'm dealing with anxiety and depression and I don"t know what to do"i was crying at this point."I mean I have an appointment with a therapist in a couple days but how do I tell Anthony.How does a girl or guy with anxiety and depression tell her husband or wife she has the disorders she or he has.Its hard...I have to go guys Anthony is home wish me luck bye guys."I turned off the camera and quickly threw my laptop to the side and acted like I was sleeping.

Anthony came upstairs and sat next to me.He put his hand on my cheek and kissed my head.

"I have to protect her even if it kills me"then there was long pause"I cant let anything happen to her she means everything to me if she gets hurt or even kidded i wouldn't have anything to live for anymore"Anthony said in a whisper.

I slowly opened my eyes and saw Anthony sitting with back facing me.I wiped my eyes as I sat up.

"Hey baby"I said smiling.

Anthony turned and looked at me.Then he leaned in and kissed me and I kissed him back.He got up and sat on his side of the bed.I cuddled up next to him.He wrapped his arm around me.

"Are you alright baby"Anthony said.

I sighed"No...Can i talk to you"

I started to tear up.

"Baby you know you can tell me anything I will always be there.Is everything ok"he said wiping my tears.

"I-I am struggling with depression"I said starting to cry.

"Oh baby..."He came in to hug me."For how long"

"A very long time a few years now i just haven't told you because i didn't know how."I cried into his chest.

He kissed me with passion then put his hand on my waist.

"Baby you can tell me anything you dont have to worry i love you and i always will we are married anyway so dont be scared of anything i will always be right there"He pointed to me heart and that made us giggle"Im so sorry i did that"

"I love you Anthony Padilla"I said curling up next to him and laid my head on his chest.

"I love you to (Y/N) Padilla"He said wrapping his arms around me.

I fell asleep feeling happy to be in Anthony's arms.