"I'm messed up. I can't live without you. You don't know how I feel."
I type into my phone and think, but then I erase it. I should've sent it, but I can't. He's going through a divorce, he won't understand. Plus, I work with him at the precinct, we can't be involved.
I know without him I'm broken. I NEED to talk to him. If I don't, there's just going to be that feeling and every time El asks me "What's wrong?", I'm going to have to say "Nothing." I pick up my phone and text El.
Messages
Liv- Hey
Elliot- Hey, what's up?
Liv- I need to talk to you about something.
Elliot- What is it?
Liv- Can we meet up somewhere?
Elliot- Of course...your place?
Liv- Yeah. That's fine.
Elliot- Ok, see you at seven.That was stressful. I put my hands through my hair. I am so nervous. I sit here anxiously thinking for about 5 minutes. I look at the clock. It was 5:58 P.M. I looked down at my outfit. I'm in sweatpants and a tank top. I should go change.
I head upstairs and look through my closet. I find a knee-length dress I had bought a while back. I hold it up to me in a body length mirror and turn. I liked it.
I go take a quick shower and take off my makeup, unto which I have barely any on. I put my short hair in a towel, put the dress on, and blow dry my hair. I put on foundation and set it with powder. I put on some gold eyeshadow, which I loved. I put on some mascara.
For my eyebrows, I just put some clear gel on them to keep them in place. Then, I did a casual red lip. I plugged my curling iron in and waited. I looked at the clock and it was 6:45 P.M.
"Crap!" I said to myself. "I need to hurry." I brushed through my hair and curled it very loosely and unplugged the iron.
My hair is short so thank goodness for taking only 10 minutes to do that. I slip on the heels and look in the mirror.
"This is it," I say. I hear a knock on the door and go into the living room, walking towards it.
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FanfictionOlivia Benson has worked for SVU for many years. She works with John Munch, Brian Cassidy, Fin Tutuola, Elliot Stabler, and their Captain, Don Cragen. She's been in love with Elliot since she first laid eyes on him. He's married and has a happy lif...