He Came Back

Confused

Marco.....

"Hold on Paris.. Let me explain."

I screamed as she ran bolted out the front door.

I know this was stupid but it was the only way I could protect her.

"I hope you know what the hell you just did."

Her friend said to me.

"I didn't mean for her to find out like this, I was gone tell her."

"Oh yeah? When ? That girl been out here strung the fuck out trying to take her mind off of you, she was getting better an you just set her the fuck back.. I should beat yo ass.

But imma go find my friend before she do some fuck shit she gone regret, hoe."

She ran out the door and so did I,she jumped in her car and I jumped in mine, us pulling off going in different directions..

I pulled out my phone and called Dre.

"Wassup?"

"Aye hop in the car an ride around and see if you can find her and tell them other niggas to do the same. Hit me up if y'all see her before I do grab her ass by any means and take her back to the crib."

I hung up bendin block after block, thinkin out loud ..

I know I fucked up and I know I was fucked up for it, but it was the only way.

That last drop I made ended up being a set up, niggas ambushed us and we had a shoot out, I lost a few niggas to that shit and killed a few of theirs.

The next day I was getting pictures sent to my phone of Paris, the house, her job and car.

That's when I came up with the plan to fake my death.. I knew it was stupid and as much quick thinkin and plannin I did in a short time I can admit it was a dumb ass plan.. Knowing I couldn't stay away from her like that.

It wasn't my idea to get her hooked on drugs but I should have known better than to leave Dre in charge of that part of the plan.

After he let me know that she had been getting high I told him to take all the money and dope out my Safe and leave her there. Me thinking if she didn't have no cash or no dope she would quit just as fast as she started, that plan didn't work out either, obviously.

After driving around for a few hours I decided to go to the hotel she was staying at to see if she was there.

I already knew she wasn't gone let me in if she was there so I got one of the housekeepers to go up to her room with me then slid her some cash to give me the card to open the door.

I opened the door and went in slowly.

She was sitting in the middle of the bed in Indian style staring down at a bag of coke in front of her.

"Did you use it ?"

I asked and she responded by shaking her head no.

She started crying as I took a seat beside her.

"Don't cry baybeh.. I'm sorry, but I had to."

She still wouldn't look at me or talk to me.

"They was gone kill you ma, they was gone kill you because of stuff I did. I couldn't have that.

You didn't deserve for it to go this way and I am sorry. If I had told you, you would have wanted me to stay with you and we prolly both a be dead right now."