I wanna fucking kiss you

Chapter 1

They become every day more confident and close each other. But at the end of October, something orrible happened ,and it will change the life of both forever... The 25th of October Augustus's mother died. He needed to leave in Chicago because his mother were from there.  Ellen keeped in touch with him all days, slowly they started to know more about theirself and all the fears disappeared. Ellen in the summer also passed some very bad moments...she resigned to move house and leave all her friends and places where she growed up. She felt really misunderstood and sad, Ellen began to think that she would be alone forever. They helped each other to overcome difficulties and this has strengthened their relationship. When Augustus turn back Ellen was so happy, she hugged him really hard and also gave him a big kiss on his cheek. He semeed really exited for it,all in the classroom were looking for them. And from that moment everybody started to think of them together like a real couple. But Ellen and Augustus didn't want that people think that, they were JUST BEST FRIEND. Kelly said to Ellen that they would be good together but neither Ellen nor Augustus wanted to get engaged, beacuse didn't want to spoil the friendship. Everyday they met at school,but sometimes he was with his Bad Boys gruop. In the afternoon they usually chatted on whats app and was always so "magical"...the times flight away. Is now the beginning of February, Ellen's teacher decided to doing the lessons in the video classroom,and watching a film about the second world war. There were other classes and also Kelly's one. So they say nearby. Ten minutes later another class came into that classroom, and there were Augustus with his friends.  He sat nearby her, and his friend behind him. At the  beginning Ellen was a bit astonished to see him near her, but after few minutes,when he was looking her,she became to be nervous and blushed.  Kelly immediatly said to her if everything was okay, and Ellen was so confused...she was starring at his eyes and he too,then smiled. At the end of the lessons Ellen was trembling,she never felt an emotions like that before. Everything in that moment seemed beautiful,perfect, without pains and sadness, is seemed like if she could be real happy. In the afternoon they texted until the evening, Augustus asked to Ellen if she felt uncomfortable nearby him and his friends, but she answered him that it was always okay and at the end, before going to bed, she said to him that she likes him, and Augustus said...him too.