Crazy, Crazy In Love

Chapter 9

It took me seconds, maybe minutes to process what she said. It all makes since now, her being close, me looking like her, her knowing my past. "I wanted to tell you the minute you came here.. Arabella I'm so sorry to leave you and Camden for so long... but now your here." she smiles. "W-where's dad?" I ask still in shock. "Rehab, leaving in three months. Its all for you, Bella." she points. "I-i can't believe it. . . I never thought I'd meet you.." I look at her. I had mixed emotions about this. I mean after all she did leave me and my brother stranded for twenty years.To think about it, I never realized how we managed to not get sent into a foster home. I mean my brothers 10 years older than me, he was twelve when Kri- I mean our mom left. Twelve, not even a full teen taking care of a two year old. We have lived in a house by ourselves for seventeen years. . . how did Camden get money? How did he pay bills? How did he sign me up for school every year? "By your face, your probably wondering how you were able to live with Camden for so long without a guardian. . Elsa sent money every month, she came by and dropped of anything you guys needed, she signed you all up for school, and when it came to Camden figuring it out, Elsa came clean and told him everything.

None of this made any sense. My mind was jumbled. The women I stayed with for five years was my grandmother and I never had a clue. . . Why is everything happening so fast? Why can't I be like a normal human being and not have any problems? Taking out my phone, I have the urge to text Jordan (the young police) and tell him to meet me at the bar but, he is probably out with his wife or kids. I mean, not that I know if he's married. "I'm going out. . I'll be back later." I tell her. "Going to the bar? Do you want me to come?" she asks. "Oh no, I'll be fine. I'm just gonna have a one or two. I'll be fine, if it gets bad, I'll call a taxi." I assure her. "Okay honey, please be careful." she leaves a quick kiss on my forehead.

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I've had maybe two drinks. Nothing big, just sipping them. "I didn't know you drink. ." the voice startles me. I look up and meet with green eyes, and light brown hair. "Jordan, hi." I smile. He wasn't in his uniform, he was wearing a blue button up with khaki shorts. He looked like a real beach boy. "Whatcha drinkin'?" he asked pointing to my glass. "Oh, nothing now." I chuckle at my empty glass. "Can you get this beautiful lady another drink?" he says to the bartender. "Oh no, I am driving home." I lie. I don't want him buying my drinks, this ain't some book. "Looks likes your riding with me.." he smirks. The bartender pours my drink and I sip it. "So, how'd you get in? Your like seven. ." he sips his own drink. "I'm twenty-two." I smiled. "Ah, I'm twenty-three. ." he says looking at me. "Why are you here? Aren't you supposed to be with your kids?" I ask. "I don't have any kids." he looks away. "Oh, you and your wife haven't talked about them?" Man, I'm so nosy. I look down and see that there isn't a ring. "I'm not married, single." he winked.

Soon after three more Bourbons, and two shots of Vodka, I'm feeling buzzed. Just as I got to ask another question, the door open and a broad man was there. Shawn. "Um, can we leave?" I ask nervously. He turned and saw Shawn, turning back he replied, "another bar or my home?" he asked. "Yours." I smirked.

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Jordan made a drink called Hot Summer Breeze. It was good- no, good was an understand, it was amazing. We were sitting at the island talking. A piece of stubborn hair fell and he reached forward and tucked it away. "I love the drink." I say. "I love this." he smiled. I don't know if it was the many drinks I had or my true feeling coming out but man did I want to kiss him. Soon enough, I was pinned against the tan color walls of the kitchen. His breath was hot on my neck. Our lips fitted perfectly. His tongue ran smoothly over mine igniting the taste buds. His large hands gripped my thighs and lifted me.

My back was set gently onto a bed. Jordan crawled between my legs and fitted his body to mine. "Your so beautiful." he growled. His hands pinned my arms above my head. As a fangirl, I wanted Shawn Mendes to take my virginity, along with millions. Most girls wouldn't ever get the chance to even speak to him none the less have sex with him. It made me sad that I could have had a relationship with him. Camila was his and he was hers, they have a child for God's sake. I can't get between them even if I wanted. So this moment right here would last, and will happen.

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I don't know what is happening but wattpad keeps deleting my parts. Arabella wakes up the next morning and Jordan's not there. She ends up crying then boom, he walks in. He went to get her medicine and food. He realized why she was crying and felt bad for levaibg without saying anything. He asked her out on a date. YAYYYY
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