Crazy, Crazy In Love

Chapter 1.

Under major editing

The sun slowly rose over the horizon and filled my room with a gloomy and warm feeling. Ahh. A new day. I throw my covers to the side and slide out of my way comfy bed. I somberly walk down the stairs and into the kitchen. "Good-morning, kid. Breakfast is ready, eat up, you my obsessed fangirl have a big day ahead of you." My brother Camden greeted me. Today my best friend and I are going on a man hunt for my most favorite person in tHE ENTIRE WORLD SHAWN PETER RAUL MENDES. We do this every Saturday. Also, I have been living with my brother since I was three. Our mother and farther abandoned us, I was to young to remember but that's what I was told. "Ooh boy, I feel like today, I'm actually going to find him." I eat a piece of Bacon. "Well good luck kid, you'll need it." he says patting my back.

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"Chino, no I think it's in.. um.. that way!" Gemma points quickly. Shawn's last snapcjat showed him passing a sign which read: Grove street. I turn into the roadway and search for any sign of him or his crew. "Look for a black SUV!" Gemma freaks out. "Gem.. it's called a Tahoe.." I chuckle. "SUV, Tahoe same thi- ahh! THERE HE IS!!" she screams. And she was correct. Shawn was walking out of a local store. Gemma goes to roll her window down but I lock them just in time. "Shaw- Bella!? What in the hell are you doing?!" she yells. "He doesn't like crazy fan Gem! And you yelling out of the damn window like a bloody idiot isn't going to help our chances!!" I yell harshly. Both of our eyes widen. "Gem.." I sigh. Before I could apologize, she was gone. She pushes passed Shawn not even acknowledgeing him. I sigh and sit back harshly. Great. Just Fricking gREATT.

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Many hours later, I decide to walk home. Yes, it's like 15 miles from here but my phones dead and my car won't start. Yay.. The snow had started falling earlier so there was a thick coat on the soft earth. It was quiet out. Nothing but the street lights to guide me home. I saw a jogger doing his usual routine. Then it hit me.. it's 3 am. Just as I go to scrunch my eyebrow, he grabs me and in a swoop action, he gripped my mouth tightly. My screams are muffled. Warm tears brim my eyes and I fight against his hold. His hot breath was muggy against my cold neck. "Hey! Stop!" a high pitched voice boomed around us. I was jolted out and onto the street as he released me. He ran off and disappeared into the night.

I gather myself together, my lungs gasped for air. "Hey, hey are you okay?" the women or should I say, girl, kneed beside me. I look up and my eyes widen in shock/excitement. "y-yeah, i-i'm f-f-fine." i stutter. "Your freezing! Come'on." she helps me up. After taking me to her car, we drive home.

She never asked where my house was or anything (not that I am complaining). We pull into a driveway and she turns the car off. "Okay, so before I bring you in, I have to ask you a few questions.." she turns to me. I nod and she starts talking. "Do you know who Shawn Mendes is?" her voice was slow, and careful. If I weren't sitting in front of his sister, I'd tell her everything I know about him but I decide to play it off. "Uh no, does he goes to Pine Ridge?" Smooth. "Yeah, well not yet, he's joining this year. I was just wondering." she shrugs. He's coming to my school. To my school? My school!

As soon as I walk into the Mendes household, my breathing hitches in my throat and my hands begin to shake. "Hey, you okay?" she asks. "Oh yeah, i'm fine." I smile. "Okay, umm, you can sleep in my brothers bed, unless you want to-" "I'm a ruff sleeper!" I cut her off with a lie. "Okay, you can sleep in his room then." she smiles. "If you want, you can find some of his clothes and shower." she adds. "Will do." I choke out. I begin walking upstairs and immediately find his room. The smell of axe and sex intoxicated my nostrils. The room was exactly the same as the pictures. Welcome, to the world of psycho fangirl.

I walk over to his drawers and open the first one, underwear. I reach into the drawer and grab a red pair of Hilfiger. Placing them to my nose, I inhale deeply. The smell of Tide and fabric softener bursts into my lungs. I close the drawer and grab a t-shirt from his second drawer. Sweats, we're are the sweats at? Thrid drawer contained his sleep pants, then sweats, the same sweats he wore in one of his vines.

I find his washroom and turn the knob. Waiting a minute before stepping in bare, I take a look in the mirror. "Wow, I'm showering in his shower." I smile. I step in and began washing.

I get dressed in his clothes and decide to sleep. I lye down in his bed. The soft pillow smelled of shampoo and mint. Shawn sleeps on this pillow. I smile to myself then cover my face with the soft cloud. Breathing in, my lungs were filled with the heavenly scent. My pupils diolate and my blood rushes throughout my viens. This, this is better than sex. I actually wouldn't mind being suffocated by this pillow. Letting the smell linger, I sigh and smile. "Wow, I am speechless." I close my eyes. Soon, slumber takes over and I drift off.

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Okay so wattpad deleted this chap bUTT I think rewriting was better because now it's more filled with what actually was going to happen.