Stormy P.O.V-
I sit staring at the sky, picking the peperoni off my pizza feeling far from hungry; already fully of thoughts of everything. I miss them... Even Buffy, I miss her sisterly gaze, I miss Luke and Calum's chuckles of laughter as I pronounce things to 'Britishly' or Ash trying out one of his well rehearsed jokes on me.
Why couldn't life just be easy, why do they have to be mad at Michael for no reason? Why can't everyone get on and be happy with each other, is it too much to be like the movies with a good ending not like a never ending soap opera.
Car radio blasting through my headphones, as I stare to the sky questioning the same questions I've been questing myself the for a while now; I had planned to meet Michael here at lunch; this pretty willow at the back of the school filed. But it seems if I won't let them be my friend they linger like a bad breathe following me almost, more Cal and Ash or Luke and Buffy at different times in school, walking behind me and outside my class room. I don't know maybe I'm imagining it and my brain is just tricking me like it use to. But it seems so real, something that can't just be an illusion of the mind.
I wish Michael was here, with me it would be so much easier; I won't just be sat by myself like I'm lost falling from the world it'll be like I'm falling with someone. I wish everyone was just friends, and everything was good. I wish sometimes fairy tales could exist.
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(A:N//) I'M SO SORRY I HAVEN'T UPDATED!
I have been soooo busy, with mock exams, and then home life, it is mad... I should be revising for my RE & Geography mock exam tomorrow but I realllly wanted to update this; thank you for all the support for reading my book likening it and sharing dropping your wonderful comments and being so pacient It means everything.
I have had a success, my photography in school paid off and my teacher has now used one of my pieces from the poster of preforming arts so it is all over the school, i'll try and put the edited poster up on the comments section. The original is without the rainbow effect and is a dark black but also the girl (one of my bestfriend) who is the model in the photograph in spired this book so I owe her a lot. Also the writing over it, yes yes its 5sos castaway lyrics :D
Thank you for being awesome love you
-Hamish-Writter. xx:D ^._.^
