Blinded Love (Bradley Will Simpson)

Ch7: Goodbye...

Caitlin's P.O.V

"Guys" i said taking a slight pause blinking slowly, "You can't go!" said James taking my hands and holding it tight."Ouch!" i screamed as i pulled my hands away from James hands and tried to hide my cuts with the leather jacket. "Cait, what happened? are u ok? show me your hand" said Tristan as he shut the curtains and came to me followed by Conner. I slowly took my my jacket off and showed them my arms. "CAITLIN!!! WHAT DID U DO!!!! DID U CUT YOURSELF BECAUSE OF ME? WAS IT BRAD? WHY DO U HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS???" James shouted and he was worried for me, actually all of them were.

"That's why i want to go and forget about everything that happened, just for a little bit" I said while i put my jacket back on. "Where are you gonna go then?" Conner questioned as i got up and i walked to the curtains with no emotions. "I'm going to NYC, always wanted to go anyway so i might stay for a month or two, it depends how i feel after a month but don't worry i will be fine, Bye guys" I said while i pulled the curtains and walked out of the small room. "Caitlin wait up please!" James shouted in the background, but i just kept walking all the way to the exit door.

I walked out to the car park and was walking towards my car, then i saw a body figure leaning on my car, my eyes were a bit blurry because i was crying all the way to the hospital so my eyes looked a bit swollen. Then i saw Bradley... oh no this won't be good. "Caitlin Oh My God! are u ok?" He said and hugged me tight. I moved away and said " why are you here? i thought you hate James and you didn't want to come? you know Bradley, i gave you a chance to redeem yourself and to fix yourself up but what did u do? u didn't wanna come with me... why?". He moved closer and said " I don't know what i was doing ok, and i'm sorry". 

"You shouldn't be saying sorry to me, you should be saying sorry to James, hes still hurt... anyway at least you came Bye Bradley" i said walking around him to get to my car and unlocking it before i got in and started the engine. He opened the door to the passenger seat next to the driving seat at the front, got in and sat down shutting the door next to him. 

"When we were in front of your house what did u mean when you said you had enough?" he said calmly like there was no hatred between us, well i felt the hatred, i really don't know about him. "Well Bradley, i really don't want to talk right now, u should go ask the others, they will tell you everything and i'm getting late. I will see you soon, Bye Bradley" is said pointing to the door to signal him to get out, i just did this with no expression. 

My head was full of shit and i really didn't really pay attention to what he was trying to tell me so i got out of the car, and went around to the other side, opened the passenger door and pulled him out. I shut the door and went back around to the drivers door and i got grabbed by the waist and got turned around. Without hearing what he has to say, i pushed him to his car (which was parked up next to mine) and i quickly got into the car, started the engine and drove off into the main road on my way to the airport.

Bradley P.O.V

I just watched Caitlin drive into the distance, i don't even know where shes going and i know shes not going to go home, so i dragged myself towards the hospital main entrance to see how James and the guys are also to find out where Caitlin is going. I went towards the reception to see where James ward is. "Hi ma'am, can you please tell me where James Mcvey's ward is?" i said with no expression and she showed me the directions to his ward.

I opened the curtains to see James looking stressed, Tristan looking at the ceiling and Conner with his head in his hands. No one really noticed me when i was standing there, so i thought i would break the awkward silence . "Hi, what happened? why aren't you guys saying anything?" i said calmly to all of them. "Shes gone.... shes gone.... shes gone" James kept on repeating.

 I was standing there thinking about those two words "shes gone"... "Where? where is she going?"  i said straight away knowing who he was talking about. "Caitlin is going to the Airport, heading to NYC" Tristan stated with no expression still looking up at the ceiling. "What? shes gone!" i said shocked....

A.N

Hey guys sorry i couldn't upload, i just thought i should take time off story writing as i was facing real pain (physically/mentally) and i couldn't think straight about life. I even had to face family problems through the way so i had a tough break but... I'M BACK NOW! YAY!!! i'm still hurting and the pain is still going on as the problems are still going on, but i desided i shouldn't think about it and do what i love to do, and that is to write these stories for you! thanks for supporting me throughout and i would still love the support so please share this story to other people and if i see lots of views, i will be the happiest person. You guys will help me recover from all the pain. 

Sorry, i always end my chapters with cliffhangers but its good because it will keep you thinking and keep you wanting more chapters which is good, because if you want more chapters you will motivate me to write more and make the story more interesting!

See you guys in the next chapter! keep waiting. i wont leave u guys dw!!!

Love you lots!

Sameera x