monday & friday ¡hanhan!

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"Hi Vernon," i smiled at him as he returned the smile. What can i possibly say to him without acting like an idiot?

He grabbed a soda from one of the coolers beside me and stayed looking at me for a while as if he was finding a way to say something to me. He walked closer to me and then sat on the counter next to me.

I was more nervous than earlier and i don't even know why! I feel like my heart is about to burst out of my chest, i mean i can possibly died from this feeling.

"So you know Minghao?"

I turn to my left to look at him and nodded. "Yeah, i'm living with him until i find a place for myself."

Vernon raised his eyebrow as if he was confused but didn't say anything? Surprisingly I decided to let him live.

"I'm going to the library on monday," i mentioned trying to spark something up. He looked up and smiled, "Yeah me too."

I don't know if should invite him to get a coffee or hang out with me. But something tells me i should do something with him, to get to know him but everything is so awkward.

"Do you want to get coffee with me on monday morning?" I turn to look at him surprised and happy at his sudden question, so i gave him a bright smile.

"Yes, at 10 we'll meet each other at the library right?" I asked which caused him to turn a bit red but he smiled and nodded anyways.

"In that case then we should exchange n-numbers," Vernon said with a cute blush which made me giggle a little.

"Yes we should,"

After we exchange numbers, everything was back to being awkward and i kind of wanted to ask him if it was a date, or just friends?

"Vernonnnnnnnnnn," the guy who Vernon was hugging earlier came in from the backyard door with a beer in his hand and weak walking. Vernon looked up and in a half a second got off the counter to go support his friend physically.

"Seungkwan! Are you seriously drunk?!"

I looked at them and then rolled my eyes, the jealousy was getting to me and i didn't like it. I felt trapped. Vernon grabbed the boy's arm and lift it over his shoulder. He looked at me and gave me a 'I'm sorry' smile. I just nodded and signaled for him that it was okay to leave.

When he walked out, the loneliness hit again and i was once again bored and sad. Why did he have to leave? Can't his friend help himself or something?

Monday Morning 8:21am

I was woken up by the ringing of my phone, making me growl. Who is calling me this early?! I gripped my phone into my hand and try to read the caller ID.

My eyes were half closed, and i was still in bed but i could still read who was calling me and a great overwhelming feeling hit.

"Jisoo!" i screamed into the phone impatiently waiting for a reply.

I heard Joshua's chuckle on the other side of the phone making my smile bigger. "Hey Jeonghan,"

We spent the next twenty minutes talking about what has happened the last few weeks, and he told me how excited he was to see me today.

Joshua and I met in Korea during his summer visits. The first time i saw him, we were both only 11. A strong friendship hit since then until my dumbass started getting feelings for him. It was scary at first, i wasn't used to the abnormal feeling but i never confessed to Jisoo, and it wasn't because i was scared of rejection, no, i was scared of my friendship with him getting awkward and weird. I love Joshua, i don't to ruin what i have with him.