Have i wondered such vision that lingered?
There is of, necessarily, ways to regenerate and agitate a particularly closed method. I bet it hurts to witness a darkness that's rather noticeable, yet full of unveiled color that's mesmerizing to the visionaries, the beholder of this awareness that seeks it's way to pathology.
"You say you want it fully aware and active."
Never neglect this particular gate to the light, always follow on that path to your own destined way in the clouds, engraved in blood, sweat and tears, it is absolute serenity.
"Let the heart open, and let it be known to man of that open void to light, never let it be clouded, polluted, or blocked by a darkness."
