Today I finally get to see Matt. My baby. My love. My everything
There's a lot of things I want to tell him one is that I never loved her I just wanted to give him space since we were always together 24/7 but I just really wish that I had never left him he probably would of still be here near me and never would of left me at all. That day he left me was the worst day of my life...........
Flashback
I was hanging with Maddie when I had got a text from my baby Matt
Matt:
I'm sorry carter but bye
(Message sent at 6:53pm)
I didn't know what he ment so I left her place and drove over to our apartment to find single letter after I read it I started bawling my eyes out when Cameron texted me
Cam:
I'm sorry buddy but look at FOX23
(Message sent at 8:03pm)
I didn't know what he ment but I turned the TV on and put that Chanel on only to find the worst thing ever
"We are here at studewood to inform y'all that vine star Matthew Espinosa has commented suicide"
I couldn't breathe after hearing that
"As you all can see *shows a blurred out picture of Matthew hanging from the swings* he has hanged himself all of our prayers are out there to his family"
*starts to show a picture of fans near him crying*
I turned the TV off and trusted in tears
It is all my fault if I stayed with him this wouldn't of happened he would still be alive and be with me breathing like his suppose to be but he isn't now
End of flash back
I will post another one 😂 soon so don't worry
And if u are confused on how Matthew got to be hanged but is still alive he will explain it later on
Byeeeeee my pandas🐼🐼🐼
(Yes that is y'all names😂)
