OUCH...I nearly cried, it hurts I say quietly to myself...no one was there so it was okay , I was cutting
I'm always that one kid that thinks everything is going fine until one bad thing happenes and changes everything I get stuck in a slump, a slump of sadness. Hey guys wait up, I look up to see I'm the last person in the classroom...so I walk to my locker grab my stuff and head to science where I see my other friends waiting around the table with books for everyone almost like they didn't even realize they left me. We're all walking in the hallways people are pushing and there's not enough room so I walk in the back while struggling to walk with them. I like this guy and he hates my guts right now so I decided I'd lay off the dating for a while even if it meant I watched someone I love love someone else. Its really hard to put on smile and it gets harder by the day ....I study and study and study...oh time for the test , I fail. Slut, ugly, Mayan...well I guess you can say I get called so much they are getting more creative. My thighs hurt, I was trying to do a lot of squats so I could impress guys I didn't even like. Honey time for breakfest, of I'm not hungry mom thanks, then lunchtime comes around I want water but I don't wanna drink it weird and embarrass my self maybe I'll get a drink on the way in from outside...hey I finished my work...did it all horribly though...why can't anything go right
Sorry guys for this I just needed to vent ...don't add this to your reading list
