Me & U

Not letting Go

Laurent

I don't know what to think or do right now. The love of my life just walked out angry at me and this bitch right here swear we fucked in Russia and I got her pregnant, saying she rode me until... wait. That dream I had about me and Liv having sex and she was riding me. OH SHIT!!!! I was having sex with Amanda thinking I was dreaming. OH MY GOD, she will never believe me. Wait, how is it that I didn't know or wake up.

Laurent: ~grabbing Amanda by her arms shaking her~ WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO. WHY DIDNT I KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON!!!!!

Amanda: ~struggling to get free~ LET ME GO!!!

Laurent: FUCK THAT!! You just destroyed that woman I love. Come on.~dragging her out of the room~

Amanda: LET ME GO LAU! Where are you taking me!!

I dragged her ass out the building and to my rental car. I don't trust this girl.

Laurent: ~opening the passenger door and pushing her in, walking around getting in~
We're going to the clinic. First I need to know if you are really pregnant, then we find out how long I have to wait to see if it is indeed mine.

Amanda: I already told you that it was. We had sex in Russia, unprotected.

I started the car and ignored her. She was still talking but all I could think about was Liv. As soon as I drop kick this bitch I'm going straight to her place. This can't be the end of us. I won't let it. I'm not letting go.

Olivia

My heart was shattered. When I made it home I stripped out of my clothes down the my underwear and climbed in bed and cried like a baby. How could he do this to us. She described his room to a tee. How would she know if she wasn't there. Now she maybe pregnant. I love him so much, but I don't know how to deal with this. We just professed our love to each other and now this. Can I love this baby? Would I resent it? He has embraced Sky and he loves her. Maybe I should call him. I promised that we would get through this together and at the first mishap I bailed. That was really selfish of me. He wouldn't go through all this just to cheat on me. I mean the man has gotten a place in a country that he doesn't even live in. FUCK IT!  I picked up my phone and called him...no answer.  I tried again to no avail. Maybe he is pissed at me. I wouldn't blame him. I turned my back on him and called it quits. I decided to send him a text.

Me: Baby I'm sorry. Please call me when you see this. I love you.

Now I wait.

At the clinic

I could just kill this bitch. I knew it. She's not even pregnant.  She fought me the whole way into the clinic because she knew. She knew that she wasn't pregnant. As soon as the doctor reveal the results she bolted and I didn't even bother to go after her. Good riddens. Liv called twice but I wanted to wait to talk to her, in person. I saw her text and was relieved. Now I'm on my way to my baby. Once I got to her place she immediately opened the door and I pulled her into the biggest hug and crashed our lips together as I walked us into her place kicking the door close behind me.

Olivia: ~pulling away with tears streaming down her face~ Baby I'm so sorry for walking out on you and not hearing you out. That was so wrong after telling you that we were in this together.

She just rambled on and I cut her off kissing her again and pulling out the paper work from the clinic and giving it to her.

Olivia: What's this?

Laurent: read it.

As she read the results I thought that she was going to faint.

Olivia: She's not pregnant?

Laurent: ~cupping her face~ No. She's not. She lied, but baby I do think that she was in my room in Russia and we had sex but you have to believe me that I didn't know. This is going to sound crazy but I had a dream that you and I were having sex the same way she said that her and I were. Baby, please forgive me but I don't remember her being there. All I remember is me and Larry eating and then I got sick. The next thing I knew, I was waking up in bed. The dream was the first thing on my mind. I thought It was so real that I swore the room smelled like sex. I don't know what happened, but baby I didn't do it on purpose. Please believe me. I love baby.

She was quite. She just stared at me. This made me nervous. She walked away and went into her bedroom. I waited and then followed. She had laid down on her bed and I removed my shoes and crawled in behind her.

Olivia: ~turning to face him~ I love you Lau. You have made me so happy. I don't know what happened in Russia but I know that you love me. I fell it everyday. I'm sorry for walking out on you and I will never do that again.

Laurent: ~kissing her lips~ I love you too baby and I'm sorry that you had to endure that today. I only want babies with you. No one else. I'm not letting go.

She started to undress me.

Olivia: lets continue our weekend.

Laurent: let's go back to my place.

Olivia: ok but first, make love to me.