Me & U

What do you say?

Larry

I was a nervous wreck standing outside the guest room. I opened the door and saw my baby curled up in the bed. I closed the door kicked my shoes off and climb in behind her. She tensed up when I pulled her into me wrapping my arms around her. I kissed the side of her face and she relaxed. I could feel her body shudder letting me know that she was crying. This is breaking my heart I never meant to put her through this kind or any kind of hurt.

" I know that you said you needed time but baby I'm so sorry and I love you so much. I know I said it to you a lot but I mean it. I fucked up. I don't love Melissa. I don't want Melissa, I love and want you, only you. Baby please just promise me that you will give me another chance to prove myself to you.

I could feel her body trembling so I turned her around to face me and just as I thought, her eyes were puffy and red from crying, a sight I wish I never had to witness especially knowing that I'm the reason for it.

Tammy: You broke my heart. You made me feel like I was just someone to past the time. Why did you make me fall in love with you just to break my heart.~ crying~ I wanted to be your everything, outside of your daughter I thought I was. This situation is so fucked up you have no idea. There is so much more to this than just me and you.

Tammy

I sat up knowing that this was not how I wanted to tell him. This was suppose to be something to celebrate. Now that all this Melissa shit as happened, I'm not sure if I want to tell him but I know that I have to. No matter how I feel about this mess he has put us in. I could never neglect this information.

" Have you paid any attention to me prior to your little affair with Melissa? Have you noticed anything remotely different about me? Of course not. Your attention has been on her. I was going to surprise you and tell you the night you went to the club, but when came in looking crazy and told me what happened between you two I couldn't.

Larry: ~ now sitting up along side her~ Baby what are you trying to say?

" I'm pregnant Larry, and now I'm not sure if I want to keep this baby. I saw how Liv struggled being a single parent and I don't want that. I don't want to raise a child on my own or have to co-parent. I love you Larry, so much but this situation with Melissa, I just don't see you walking away from completely.

I got up and walked to the window and just stares out. It had just started to rain and the sound of it was like the soundtrack to my feelings. Through the window I could see his reflexion when he got up to approach me.

Larry

Pregnant?! I got up and walked over to her while she stared out the window and turned her around to face me. Before she could say a word I crashed my lips into hers and let all my emotions out in this kiss. She tried to fight it but gave her everything in me with this kiss. I wrapped my arms around her waist and then she gripped the front of my shirt holding on for dear life. I could feel my tears falling down my face. She opened her mouth to me and I instantly put my tongue in her mouth. Tammy let out a moan and it turn me on but I would not take it there with her until she did so. I broke the kiss and stared into her eyes.

" Please don't get rid of our baby. I love you so much and I will say it and I'm sorry everyday if I have to. I will prove to you that we are worth it. Baby please. ~get down on his knees and placing his head on her stomach~ This is us. We made this. I don't want to co-parent. I want is to be a family.

Her tears were falling down on me and I looked up at her to see her looking at me.

Tammy: How are we suppose to get pass this? What if you see Melissa again and get weak for her? What if you decide that you don't want our baby? What if...

I stood up and cut her off kissing her softly on her lips.

" I won't get weak for her again, because I know that I want you and only you. That's how I was able to walk away from her at the club. The very second you said that you were pregnant my heart exploded with joy. I want you. I want our baby, I want us.

Tammy: I want it to but...

"Marry me. We don't have to rush and have a wedding unless you want to, but I want you to know that I'm serious. What do you say?

Tammy: ...