Guts. I haven't felt any guts slipping in every situations around evry girl and every words went out of my mouth. Some lies, sweet offenses, heartbreaking words including confessions. But there is also something that you wouldn't resist reading it especially on crushing Lovely words. Every heartbreaking words is retire on your own and in half of you, every questions are all running on your mind. like..
Does he like me?
Does he love me?
I love him..
I wanted to be with him ..
But it doesn't came true and it all comes from flashbacks and echoes do not regret or underestimate because it is even also becomes true, I haven't told you, But i can feel that you almost do, another heartbreak, needed space, a more-on breakup. And when the time comes that you were now with someone it is just the time he'd complete be madly inlove with you, but i admit.. i do love the feeling of like that.
It is lucky you have some of that kinds of bestfriends that could be with you anytime and anywhere because they care about you like they all normally do. They do not bite or whatever.. They care and love you as one of theire sisters or even brothers.But the hurtest thing is the one that is together with your crush, and the one you love.
Haven't you felt it before? or even now? or even someday it'll go on, the one you trust, the one you love like a sister cannot be trusted anymore because you hate her, normally like everyone does after a fight..
Another half of you is angry, and the other is, you're worth it.... there is one of your minds that the things you want to regret and forget because you wanted to and you want to.
Every now and then, i love someone, and that someone
is harry.
the one of my bestfriend, and one of my classmates i could permanently have sometimes geek, sometimes vain, funny or even cute.
My bestfriends, is totally i could trust and worth for, but i cannot trust her anymore nor believe her foughts and lies. And the hurtest thing is that she is the most closest to you that girl is Abigail, we are close, cannot be appartenned but now, i took her off my mind since they cheated, we all are not close anymore after the fights, but we forgave each othar again like we permanently do.
Prologue-Monday- December 13, 2012 - Taylors Birthday
"yay! blow the candle taylor!" Abigail squealed
"Happy birthday, sweetie" Mom hugged me
Today is my seventeenth birthday, everyone's here Abigail,Selena, and Joe. Except one, Did he missed my birthday? yeah.. cause he always comes in my birthdays but now, no. Harry missed my birthday just a greet yeah, it's okay now, but this? this is unfair.
I blowed my candle and they are now eating, i'm walking with abigail around our house. I hope she knows how do i feel? confuse,lonely,happy,sad cause i know every friends like that. supportive and caring.
"Hey, taylor why are you so lonely bestie? it's your seventeenth birthday girl! wake up!" She put her arms around me
She's the right type of bestfriend. She understand me.
"No.. nothing i just miss someone" I half smiled
"let me guess, harry?" She teased
"You can say that" I smiled
"I know it's rude to ask but i just notice every of your birthday he is coming, but now... he's with the populars" She wisphered the last part
"Do not mind" I said and she rolled her eyes
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