Who? (A Brad Corey FanFic)

Side A: "The Start"

I was about to leave my room when my loptop suddenly made a notification sound. I quickly jumped in and looked up what it was. I got really exited to know what it was. And I scrolled through the desktop,

"You have 1 new message! :) " It said. I was hoping that he replied.

"You are invited to join the 67th annual Cyber Convention!" It went on. When I read that first sentence, I got pissed off and just looked at the message blankly with the light reflecting to my face. Why was I expecting so much? Why was I hoping? I checked my phone. 07: 30. I need to get going or else Im going to be late. I left the loptop the way it is and went out. A feeling of dissapointment and uneasyness with me.

"Sieeege!" someone yelled. I turned around and saw that it was Marie.

"Running late again as always" she said when she caught up with me.

"Yeah.. and what about you? Why are you late?" I said as we head towards the school hallways.

"Looking for the skirt" she said pointing towards her school uniform.

I just nodded and we headed towards our classroom. As we enetred, oh boy was I jumping to my heels when I saw that my teacher was not yet in.

I sat down at my chair and started to unzip my backpack when someone tapped my shoulder. I looked up and was very irritated the moment I saw her face. Candice.

Candice, Candice , Candice. The horse squid that everyone including me hates. A very arrogant, self-centered bitch who thinks that evryone likes her. NOT. A wannabee who cares nothing but herself and things that she is the best. NOT. Candice, I would so love to punch you in the face, kill you and burry you 500 feet underground.

"CJ, hand in your assignment now."she said to me.

Gee, thanks for reminding though I already know that. Or did you just want my attention because you want everyone else in the room to know that your care?

"Yeah I know."I said then dropped my head and unzipped my backpack and brought out my assignment and handed it to her.

"You don't have to be rude when your the one who's wrong."She said rolling her eyes while getting my paper.

The bitch.

So early in the morning and she's already making my blood boil! Uggggh how I hated her!

The bell rang and I gathered my things and was about to head out when Frances grabbed me by the arm. I looked at her and she just smiled.

Sometimes I think to myself on what the hell am I doing? I mean, I don't really like having friends who are close to me, I just want company. To make me feel that Im not alone.

"Your not getting away this time." She said as we started towards the door. I saw that Glehn, Joy, Gentle, Katie and Marie were waiting outside the door.

Friends. What are friends? someone to stick by you every single step that you take. People whom you spend most of your time with while you talk about your failing grades, your dreams and other girls and boys. People whom you can trust. People, who will be there for you in the end. Do I have friends? I think I do. I mean, I've been with the same group of people for almost 3 years now. I hang out with them, laugh at each others faults and accept them for who they really are. But do they accept me for who I am?

"Why? where are we going?" I asked pretending that I don't know where they're going to take me. Which is obviously to the mall. I don't really like going to the mall, I prefer to just sit at home and explore the internet while eating icecream or whatever is avaible.

"Were going to the cinema." Gentle said as she smiled at me. I know that smile. It's a fake smile. She's pretending to be happy. I mean,  she is happy but she's a bit pissed off. I have the feeling she's also dragged into this. Like me. I don't really like going to the movies, I mean, your going to watch a movie which I know pretty well, you can watch at the comfort of your home. For me, going to the movies is sometimes a waste of time. Except if the movie is something that I really want to watch.

"But I don't have anything on me right now."I reasoned getting away from the arm lock of Frances.

"It's alright. It's on me" Marie said as she smiled.

Wow. To think that you would treat us? How generous of you Marie! I never would have guessed at all!

We started to walk towards the ticket area when we passed by a photostudio. I paused and starred at the window. It was displaying the different models of proffessional camera's. I just starred at it while the others went to the ticket area. Fances was beside me. I always wanted one of those camera's. But the problem is, I'm just not rich. My family can provide what we need but not what we want.

"You fancy those" Frances said. I can tell that she can understand what Im feeling because were on the same boat. Our families are not rich, we struggle to get by. We ge jealous of people who have all the things that they want but doesn't show that they deserve it at all. So studying was our only escape. For me, it was through the internet. Through Him.

"Yeah" I said.

We looked at each other and looked at the window one more time and walked away. I walked away with a guilty feeling. A feeling that I never knew would exist within me. A feeling of hatred over myself.

"What were you guys looking over there?" Katie asked.

"Probably CJ was looking at those camera's again" Joy said.

I just stayed quiet. The fact that I was ashamed for no apparent reason. Because I was friends with rich people and Im just sat here being normal. I can't even afford a deccent phone.

Gentle placed her hand in my back. "It's ok" she said softly. I looked up and saw a man with a Nikon Camera. I just starred at him as we waited for Marie.

Then I decied.

Im going to start now. I don't want to be stuck here to where I am.

I pulled my phone and typed a new message.

"Reign, I want to talk." And looked at my contacts and found Reign's name and press send.

"What? why? what for?" He replied right away.

"Youtube." I said.

"Meet you tomorrow at 2 at StarBucks." He replied.

I sighed and looke up. Marie was approaching us.

"What's with the long sigh?" Gentle asked.

"Just tired" I replied.

"We're just going to buy food. Wait for us here" Gentle said as she handed me the tickets. And catched up to the rest.

I smiled and laughed a little satisfied to what I have decided.