We were once happy,
Lying on the roof,
Looking at the stars,
Counting it,
Though it is infinite.
We were once happy,
Walking together,
Holding hands,
Swaying it slowly,
Looking at each other.
We were once happy,
Hugging you tightly,
Releasing dopamine,
Chest compressed,
Feeling your breathing.
We were once happy,
Cheering you up,
Helping me develop,
Aiding you to rise,
Me too, from a fall of failure.
But now, I'm like a plant without leaves.
I'm like a flower without petals.
I'm like a water without creatures.
I'm like a bird without wings.
I'm like a world without life.
I want to say goodbye to you.
Even though it hurts, there will be no new.
I can see you, heavyhearted.
Tears fall from your eyes,
Praying and hoping for a miracle.
I'm sorry because I became weak.
I'm sorry because I will eventually leave.
I'm sorry because I did not fight.
I'm sorry because I would die.
I'm sorry because I did lie.
About how beautiful I am.
About how strong I am.
About how sturdy I am.
About how much faith I have.
About how long I will be having,
To witness this gratifying kingdom of yours.
But please stop grieving.
Because I cannot bear to see,
That downcast face of yours.
It also makes me hurt,
About how you say "Please don't go."
