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Tear In My Heart

R O W A N

"Hey guys I hope you like my new red dyed tips. I also got a tattoo on my wrist."

I showed the my new tattoo the camera and continued on with the video. "It's a heart basically one heart is happy and a alive while the next part is disconnecting from the next one. The other side is well dying limp. I know you'd like what the hell Rowan you have tattoos red hair, what next piercings?! I love your book KarmyArmy_ .

"It's just that it really describes my mood and place at this moment. I was so happy then things started going downhill. Now I feel like the dying part of the heart on my wrist. I don't think I'm ready to talk about it just yet but for now theirs a tear in my heart.

IM ALIVE SHES THE TEAR IN MY HEART SHES THE TEAR IN MY HEART IM ON FIRE. SHES THE TEAR IN MY HEART TAKE ME HIGHER THAN IVE EVER BEEN.

- Twenty one pilots

"Wow this video got dark quick." I laughed. "Anyway here is a video of me dyeing my tips red so if you wanna do it yourself just watch this video!"

I turned my camera off so it stopped recording. I have so much editing to do now but I'm not in the mood. Just today Sabrina broke up with me and said she's going to come over to get her stuff. I have been talking to Eva but I'm not ready for another relationship yet.

I think I might go over to see Sabrina today. If she's not home I'll just go see Eva. Maybe a collab. I got my keys off my counter not even wasting time to go see Sabrina.

S A B R I N A

Lizzy and I was currently having a make out session on my couch. I suppose to like this but all I could think of is Rowan. Her lips are much softer than Lizzie's. It's just not the same. I fell in love with Rowan. This is not love. I don't even like Lizzie but rebounds help you get over your ex. Right?

Then knocking on the door interrupted me and Lizzie. I pulled away and she was smiling. "I've been waiting on you for so long Sabrina." I just nodded and headed for the door. When I opened the door Rowan was there.

"Sabrina let me explain please! Look before you even close the door on me it was all a set up! Eva kissed me and don't you wonder why as soon as Eva kissed me Lizzie took you to her house?"

I was closing the door but I looked her in her eyes. Big mistake. Her eyes were starting to tear up. They were just pleading for me to listen to what she was saying.

"Please Sabrina I- I love you." I looked behind my shoulder and saw Lizzie a girl who I don't have any feelings for. Then I looked at Rowan again. The girl who I was madly in love with. The decision was easy right?

I put my hands on the back of Rowan's neck and pulled her face closer to mine. "I love you too Rowan." I whispered then closed the space between us.

Hey guys it's Thursday but Yet I'm writing this chapter. I'll see you guys on Wednesday when the next chapter goes up! Vote, Comment, Follow! Kisses <3