Lost But Never Forgotten

Brad Rains (#9)

Dear Brad,

I can't believe its been almost an entire year since you passed. Sometimes I still wake and stand at ur front door waiting for you to come outside. I miss the sound of your laughter whenever I slipped on some ice or when I poked/tickled you. You were my best friend and you will always hold a place in my heart and life. My parents say its time for me to move past your absense and forget you. But i just can't forget you. It's impossible. I still cry out your name when I feel alone and empty.

Your brother has been very nice to me. He tries to cradle me and comfort me when I'm crying. He tells me that you're never to far away. Every time I look at him, I see you. He always looked just like you in a way. It was scary to some people. But to me, it was unique and amazing. Sometimes he will take me bowling with him and his friends or just out to the mall. Just like you did.

I still miss you every day Brad... I can't stay strong forever. But i will be brave. You alway said I had a strong will to fight. But I don't see the point of being so strong anymore. I know I may sound crazy. But it's the truth. I wish I could hold you one more time and never let go.. You were everything to me. You left a huge mark on this world when you left.. You opened my eyes to see what this world really is.. I love and miss you Brad.

With Love and Rememberance,
             ~Micq

Author: xXEchoNightXx