Lost But Never Forgotten

Brad Rains (#11)

Brad,

Damn... It's been 2 years already since you left... still the pain lingers in my heart knowing you'll never climb through my window to scare me again. All the times you would pick on me for being short then lift me up and spin me, calling me your special princess.... I miss those days more than you can imagine. I miss seeing your smile and pulling pranks with you. I miss how you always pissed me off until I got to my breaking point to where you laughed and called me an adorable kitten.

I still cry to this day knowing this isn't a dream. You're really gone.... I wish you could have met Matt. You would have loved him. He reminds me a lot of you.... I talked to him about you. He wishes he could have met you too. Whenever I cry, he holds me and tells me it's ok. He's good to me. Something you always wanted for me.

Remember when you took me to the football game? I strayed away from you for a moment and almost got hurt. I still have no idea how you found me in the crowd. I miss how camera shy you were and how you always had to make others smile.

I hope you and Jake are up there smiling down on me. I miss you both so much.... when we see each other again I know I'll never let go. I have to go now before I cry myself blind.... I love you both so much.....

Love,
Micq (babygirl)

Author: xXEchoNightXx