Emerson

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Haley's POV

The next day, we woke up at 9:00 and got breakfast at McDonald's. After that, we drove the last 11 hours to Indiana, only stopping for bathroom breaks and for food. Soon after we got in Indiana we stopped outside a house. We got all of our stuff and walked up to the front door. Gerard knocked and only a few seconds later a tall man, not as tall as Andy maybe about a couple inches shorter, opened the door. He had long, curly, light brown hair that came down to just above his shoulders. He had grey-blue eyes and when he smiled he flashed dimples you could see for miles. He is really skinny and he wore a long, slightly faded Dr. Pepper shirt with baggy jeans. He also looked about one or two years older than me.  

"Girls, this is one of my best friends, Emerson. Emerson, this is Haley, Rae, and Bella." Gerard introduced us while he pointed to each of us. I shyly waved and smiled at him as Bella and Rae said hi. Emerson let us in and showed us an extra room we can share. The house wasn't too small or too big. it had two bed rooms, two bathrooms, and a decent sized living room and kitchen. After we talked for a little bit, the three of us got ready for bed because we were exhausted. As I was about to fall asleep I could hear Gerard and Emerson talking in the living room, but I was too tired to make out what they were saying.

We woke up to the smell of pancakes. We walked out into the living room and we could see that Gerard had stayed also. We followed the smell to the kitchen to see Gerard sitting at the table talking to Emerson as he was making pancakes. We quietly walked in and sat down at the table with Gerard, careful not to disturb their conversation. When Gerard was done talking, he said good morning and told us a little about how him and Emerson became friends. It turns out that Gerard knew Emerson's parents because they were neighbors, so Gerard has known Emerson ever since he was a little baby. 

Once the pancakes were done, we made our plates and ate. Everyone talked, but me. I couldn't help but think about everything that had happened in the past year. How everything was almost perfect until we decided to go outside that day and now I've been raped, am pregnant, lost the person I loved, and is now living with a stranger. I'm most likely never going to have my life back again.

We put our dirty dishes in the sink, and walked into the living room. Before I sat down I quietly asked where the bathroom was just in case I need to get sick. Gerard is supposed to leave tomorrow, so today he is getting us a tablet so we can get everyone's Skype. Once we have that set up, we call Johnnie and Jordan to talk for a little bit. They haven't heard anything from Andy or the rest of BVB. While they were talking I took a little nap.

I was soon woken up by Rae shaking me and calling my name. I looked around and everyone was looking at me worried. "What happened?" I asked them.

"What were you dreaming about?" Bella asked me.

"Why?" I asked them, not wanting to tell them just to relive it again.

 "You were screaming, that's why we woke you up." Gerard explained.

"Oh... well... I don't want to talk about it." I said and looked down. "I'm gonna go to the bathroom." I said as I got up, still looking down, and walked to the bathroom. I got in there and turned on the fan and the water to block out the sound of me crying. I just want to forget everything that had happened in the past year. I want to forget about how I loved Andy, and Ronnie. I want to forget it all, even if that means forgetting about the people we have met along the way like Gerard, Johnnie, Jordan, and Bryan. I let all of the tears fall and once they were done, I washed my face and waited until my eyes weren't red anymore until I walked back out. When I did, I noticed that it was almost five o'clock pm and Emerson was making dinner.

After a few minutes dinner was ready. We were having tacos. I walked into the kitchen while everyone else was making their plates. I sat down at the table and looked down. "Aren't you going to get something to eat?" Bella asked me as she sat down next to me.

"I'm not hungry." I mumbled.

"You have to eat, if not you'll get sick." Emerson said as he sat down across from me.

"At this point, I don't care anymore." my voice got louder.

"Haley, please don't say that. You are loved very much. You are the glue that holds us together, we wouldn't know what to do if we lose you." Rae said as she sat down on the other side of me.

"I JUST CAN'T HANDLE ALL OF THIS ANYMORE! I WAS FUCKING RAPED AND NOW I'M PREGNANT! I FINALLY GET BACK TO THE PERSON I LOVE AND I FUCK IT UP! HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE WITH THIS?" I yell as I jump up and run out the door. It's pouring down rain but I don't care. I need to get away, away from everything. I run five blocks and stop at a gas station. I go in and go to the bathroom to get sick. What am I supposed to go? I just left the people that I love and if I go back I'll look stupid. I have no where to go, It's not safe to sleep on the streets, that will just get me raped again. I look at where we are. I have an uncle that lives in Indiana, but that's about a five hour walk from where we are now. I have now where else to go so I start to walk in the direction of his house. 

After about an hour of walking I get tired and sit on a bench on the side of the road. It's already almost seven and the sun is getting ready to set. I love the night, but I don't like it in a town where it is creepy. I guess I can just sleep on this bench and finish my journey in the morning. I lay down on the bench and as I'm about to fall asleep I see a black van stop in front of me and three guys came out. I am too exhausted to fight and at this moment in my life I don't care what happens to me. I can faintly here familiar voices, but I can't make out what they are saying, and soon I fall asleep.


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I'm going to end this chapter here. Sorry I haven't been updating lately. I've just been really busy and exhausted lately. Like and comment, it lets me know I'm at least doing a kinda good job. Luv you guys! <3



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