The One Reason

prepare for the worst

So many people come and go

some make my life a living hell.

Some others are just a foe

but they make it terrible just as well.

It doesn't make any sense

every one was nice at first.

But now that I know there true colors

I will always prepare for the worst.

Why is it always me,

and no one else

who gets smothered with reality?

My deepest fears never false.

I sometimes wish something

had gone wrong with my birth.

But it's to late for that so

I will always prepare for the worst.

I try to run from the truth.

But all I ever get is pain

pain from all I've ever known.

The truth comes in storms of rain.

It's come to this,

this time is not the first

that words and fists will make me

always prepare for the worst.

Every one I've ever known

expects this of my life

I will not give them that satisfaction.

I will not commit suicide.

I don't expect you to understand.

what I carry is not your curse.

I will however give you a tip.

always prepare for the worst.

Please do not follow me

save yourself

this is not your destiny

but please understand me when I say life isn't what its made out to be.

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