These chapters will not have names because I can't think of any for this book.
----the next day----
----Xena POV----
I woke up the next day not wanting to go any where.All I wanted to do was sleep.But I knew eventually I would have to get up.So I got up put on some clothes that hid my face again and went outside to get my bike.But then I realized I waked home.So I had left my bike at the school."Dangit!"I whispered"How am I going to go places now without people noticing me..?"I had no idea what to do.I walked around in circles in my house wondering What the hell am I going to do now?Then there was a nock at the door."Oh jeez just my luck probably Alice coming to mock me!"I didn't answer the door all I did was sit quietly on the couch.There was a nock again and again and again.I got so annoyed I went and answers it and screamed "GO THE-oh it's you.Still GO AWAY!"slamming the door on Lexi's face.
"Please open the door!"she screamed
"NO!"I yelled back at her
"It's so cold out here!Please!"she screamed nocking on the door
"ITS SPRING IT HOT OUT SIDE!"I screamed.I mean come on!Its not winter any more.
"Well um.....just please open the door!"she said banging her head against it
"NO!"
"Yes!"
"Nah ah"
"Yea ah"
"nope!"
"Yeah!"
"I am calling the police if you don't leave Lexi!"I screamed grabbing my phone.Then there was silence.But then some one trough a rock at my window making it break
"Whoops......"she said?I opened the door looking at the shattered window.
"Why would you do that!?"I screamed
"I wanted to get your attention!"she said cheerfully after she just broke my window.
"Fine what do you want!Are you here to call me names!Are you here to mock me!"I said pushing her back
"No!I came to see if you read the card!I would never-"
"I didn't read the card ok now leave!Leave me alone!"
"Ok goodbye Xena!"she said as she dropped a pice of paper
I grabbed the paper and it had a number on it.I didn't call it.Then I looked on the back and it said call me when you read the card ;).I rip the paper in piece and say silently "Yeah I will call you alright!"
----Lexi POV----
I left her my number un propose.I wanted her to call me I wanted to now when she read the card.I didn't care of what they said about her she was sweet and pushy but I can see why!Across the street I see Alice with her boyfriends
,Alec,with a bucket of some sort of liquid.
"What are you guys doing?"I said crossing the street
"Oh we're carrying this to Xena's house so we could-"
"Shut it dummy!"Alice screamed"What he meant was we were going to throw a party for.....YOU!Its a welcome party and you can invite anybody even that loser!"
"Um ok-"
"Glad you understand bye Lexi!"said Alice walking away with her boyfriend and the bucket.
I know exactly who i am inviting
"Please open the door!I only want to talk!"I screamed at Xena's door.But instead of her at the door opened by the wind.I went inside only to see Xena going cutting herself.
"Xena stop!"I screamed running in side.She dropped the knife and she began to cry"Ugly fat weirdo!"she cried.I held her in my arms to comfort her."Shh don't cry its ok!I don't think your those things!"I said still holding her in my arms.She laid her head on her knees and started mumbling words I couldn't understand.
----Xena POV----
Why would she stop me.She doesn't understand the pain I go throw every day of my life!
"Xena why would you try to do that!You have so much to live for!"said Lexi stroking my head.
"I don't have any thing to live for!I am just a shadow never to be seen or cared for by any one!No one would even care if I was gone anyway!"I screamed
"I would care."Lexi said.We just sat there for minutes with out saying a word.I kept murmuring to myself all the names they called.All the things they do to me.And how they don't notice me.As if I was a shadow.A shadow of someone who is not wanted.A shadow of some one who is always sad and scared.I am that shadow and I walk this horrible path alone.Its only me.I don't want anybody else to suffer this horrible pain I go throw.I fell myself slowly begin to cry from these things I think about.Suicide,my family,Lexi,and how I am alone every day of my life.Nobody watches me.I can feel someone just looking at me from above.I don't know who but I like the feeling.
"Go up stairs and get the card!"Lexi whispered.I said nothing"I'll get it."she says letting me go"And I am taking this!"she says grabbing the knife with blood on it and going to my room.She comes back not even three minutes later and hands me the card.
"Read it."she says in a calm voice.It made me smile.Thats how my mother used to tell me things when I was sad.I stared at the card.I open it slowly.It was coated in glitter and had a heart in the middle of the card.In the heart it said nice words I haven't ever heard before.Like lovely,cute,smart,healthy,etc.I look on the back of the card and it had the words also a friend.I put the card down and point at the door.
"Thank you."I say silently"But please leave.".Lexi nodded and left.I sat there in front of the card for a couple minutes.No one in a long time has done something that nice for me.I got up and pasted a picture of my brother,my cousin,and me when we were young.My cousin didn't really look like me but he was cool.He actually kinda looks like Lexi,same blonde hair but minus the blue highlights.I can't remember his name but I do now he is in collage.I decided that for the rest of the day I would stare at my computer or even stare at a blank wall.Anything to get my mind of things.Like the broken window.
