Emotionalism

The last meeting

Destiny runs in looking for me. She hugs me but it didnt feel like she was hugging me. "Im so sorry Buca , this must be hard for you ". Usually when I get hugged after somethin traggic like this happens I get a little teary. But I felt nothing. "Wheres B-Man?" "I need to talk to him!" Destyni pauses and looks at Bino then says she left out before him. Bino nods his head. "Bino ?" You havent said anything this whole time , why?" I usually get a big ass hug from Bino when we see each other . Bino always had had a lil crush on me, he even kissed me one day. I always looked pasted it cause I just saw us as friends and cause he's 22. "My bad Buca its just-I don't know what to say to you." I just let it go and sat down. Dubbee in the corner rolling waiting for B-Man to walk through and explain what happened lastnight. We steady waiting for this nigga B-Man to show. Finally, he walk in with a smirk on his face like somethin funny. "Man where the fuck you been ?" Dubbee got up cussing this nigga out like it was his brother that got killed. "How the fuck you let Berry get shot man?" B-Man looking like he dont have a care in the world but then his emotions shift. " I don't know what happened man!" "It happened so fast , niggas was spittin that hot shit." "Then all of a sudden Niggas started poppin niggas."" When I was running to the car Berry stayed back and tried to shoot this nigga on the ground." I had to walk out of the room because my eyes started to water. My brother coulda still been alive but he not cause he wanted his happy 22. A happy 22 is when you got 22 bodies on you in one year. Dubbee came out after me to see if I was straight. I brushed that shit off and went back inside. When I walked in Bino gave me a big ass hug and kissed me. He looked at me as if he wasn't never gonna see me again. Destiny jumped in between us and pushed Bino off me and insisted that I needed space to breathe. Thats was akward cause she never interrupted me n Bino but because of the situation I didn't say nothing about it. She brought me outside and started asking questions like did my brother text me anything or call lastnight and let me know anything. In my head im like why? Why would he text me where he was ? I told her, he never lets me know where hes at. Then Destiny paused as if I didn't tell her what she needed to here. She asked me what time it was and when I looked at my phone I had a voicemail from Berry at 11:36pm latnight. I didnt say anything to her about it.