Emotionalism

A distraction

I went home and took a shower since I had been running around alday. Bino was knocking at the door but I didn't here it. With the keys on top the door he let hisself in. When I got out the shower he was sitting on my bed. I was shocked but then I just started putting my clothes on. I asked him why he came over, but he aint answer me . He looked so hurt like somebody had ripped his heart out. I started playing in his dreads as he layed on top of me. All of a sudden he started to rub my legs very slowly but I thought nothing of it. Then he got up and started cussing like he just had a fight. I get up and tell him to be quiet and tell me whats wrong . He just looked at me and kissed me. I started kissing his neck and tugging on his pants. He took my shirt off and put me on the dresser. Took his shirt off and undid my braw. Then he threw me on the bed and turned the light off. He pulled my shorts off and put his hands in my draws. I really didnt want to have sex with him but i was stressed and he was there, so i took advantage. He started to bite on my shoulder when I was gripping his hair. When he put his dick inside me I felt like all my problems just went away. I felt like I was using him, because I know as soon as we finished I never was gonna fuck with him like this again. He was stroking me and holding me so tight . Like he hadn't seen me in forever. I started moaning and pulling on his dreads hard. After while , I got on top an started to ride him. The faster I went the tighter he held me. He tried not to moan but i could see it in his face that he wanted to. My sweat was dripping on him when we was finished. When he was looking at me his facial expression changed and he moved me to the side of him. He sat at the end of the bed and put his hands over his face. I knew it wasn't becuase of me cause  I know what I was doing." I shoulda just told you at the crib!" "Bino what are you talking about?" "Buca I ain't mean to do this to you son I swear."" Bino what you talking son, we slipped up, ain't nobody gone know bout this." "Its not that son--I know how your brother died!""Bino please tell me you lien?" "Im sorry Buca.""Damn son! so you know who did it?" Bino looking like he just saw a ghost. He gets off my bed a stands by my room door . I start to put my clothes back on when he yells out. " This was suppost to be a distraction so they could dump the body.""Who is they Bino?" Bino hesitated and said " B-Man and Destiny bruh." I reached under my bed for the gat. Bino didnt think nothing of it he just started putting his clothes on. Even though I was using him for sex he used me in the worst way. "So you fucked me as a distraction so they could dump my brother body?"  While he got his head down I reached back up with the gun in my lap. " I really am sorry Buca." "Im sorry to Bino."