Wait For Me There [Castiel x Asthmatic!Reader]

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by andersaa

by andersaa

Asthmatic!Reader x Castiel

Warning: FEELSSSSS and Death.... So yeah....

You ran down the hidden alleyways and streets of the place from which you were currently hunting in; Kokomo, Indiana. You were running because evil, black-eyed demons were chasing you. You were trying to lead them to a trap that Sam and Dean had set up, but you weren't sure you could make it.

Your lungs were burning with exhaustion and your sides were on fire. Your leg muscles burned and ached under you, pleading you to stop running. You slipped into the nearest dark area where you could stop running for a while. You had lost so much blood.

A long gash running down your side was making your vision look like you were peering down a tunnel. You had a stab wound in your upper right shoulder that sent searing pain throughout your body whenever you moved it. You collapsed against the hard stone wall.

Your breath was heaving in and out heavily. You began patting your pockets frantically. Where is it, where is it?!?! You thought desperately. No, no!!!!! You didn't think you could have ever lost it. Your breath was slowly giving out. You left your inhaler in the impala. On the deep leather seats your bright red inhaler was just waiting to be used.

You heard a faint voice as if it was a great distance away. "[Y/N]!!" your brothers voices echoed off the walls, demons long since gone. "[Y/N]!!" Your eyes began to droop and your breathing was fading. You felt a pair of strong arms lift you. "[Y/N]! C'mon talk to me! Don't make me lick your damn face."

You smiled weakly at your oldest brother as he tried empty threats to keep you alive. "Where's your inhaler?! Stay with us [Y/N]!" Now it was your second oldest brother's turn to try and tether you to reality. "B-baby..." You managed to half-whisper. "She's miles away, we'll never get there in time!" Dean said to Sam.

"We can't do anything..." Sam said. In his voice was hopelessness. He was crushed. You were their baby sister. Your breathing was barely feasible anymore. The life that usually radiated from you was no longer tangible. You felt flecks of water hit your face like raindrops. The big tough hunter you knew, Dean Winchester, was crying along with his little brother.

Suddenly a flutter of wings broke the uncomfortable silence and grief. "[Y/N]?!" Came a deep, alarmed voice. He appeared only a yard away. He rushed over and grabbed you out of Dean's arms. Your eyes tried to open themselves to see your angelic boyfriend's face. Your lips pulled themselves into a feeble smile. Sam and Dean collapsed on the ground. Their baby sister. You were dying.

"Cas. Please fix this. Fix her." Dean said, voice breaking.

"I-I can't..." Castiel mumbled helplessly.

"I know you can't sweetheart.." You whispered. You felt a new shower of tears fall on your face, slipping slowly down your cheeks until finally falling on the cold, hard pavement. You opened your eyes with a mighty effort and looked at your brothers, now mere messes on the ground.

"I love you both." You said, trying to make it audible enough for them to hear. They glanced at you with looks that clearly said 'We love you too'. You looked up at your boyfriend with a smile. "You know how you always say you're certain I'll go to heaven because I'm your little angel?" You whispered, hurting yourself trying to breathe, "Just wait for me in heaven, okay?"

You smiled and reached up to put your hand on his face. He nuzzled into it as though that would keep you with him. "Wait for me there." After those last words your hand dropped to your side and the light that usually danced behind your eyes, bringing life and joy to your brothers disappeared. The ghost of your last loving smile was still planted on your face.

"I'll always wait for you."

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