Judal x Reader (Magi fanfic) [Discontinued]

You Know You Love Me (Chapter 3)

[Edited]
This chapter goes on with me saying that the reader grab a scissors but then magically changed into a fork for months. I didn't know what have gotten into me. Luckily, I had fixed that. WARNING! MIGHT CONTAIN SOME PG13 STUFF AT THE END--

It's been two weeks since the incident. Two weeks since Judal took off right after he said those words. Along with his eyes glaring at you and piercing into your soul. It hurts you to think about it again. Both physically and mentally.

You had been thinking too much over the week. And you had stayed in your room all those days. Sinbad was kind enough to let you stay in the palace even after he knew you were once friend with Judal. Well, emphasise on 'once'. You..weren't looking the best with eye bags under your eyes, improper clothing, and messy hair. You did took shower, everyday. But let's just say, you're still a mess.

'Who in the world killed Judal's parent?' That sentence, mostly, lingered in your mind for a long time. It was when there was a knock on the door that you snapped out of your deep thought.

You swiftly grabbed your hair and tie it in a messy bun. So much for an effort for being neat. "Come in."

A certain white haired general came in with a tray of food, gracefully placing them besides your bed. You mentally sigh in relief as you don't have to put up with the excessive amount of flirting from the king, or the chirpy voice of Pisti, or the weird experiments from Yamuraiha, or the possibility of Masrur breaking something else.(Tag yourself, I'm Masrur)

The general sighed in disappointment when he saw the untouched food from besides of your bed. "You didn't eat again.." He muttered. You looked down. "I'm sorry..It's not like they aren't delicious, they are, but..I just don't have the appetite for anything fancy.." You rambled.

He pinched the brink of his nose, frustrated. "If you go on eating just porridge, you'll get thinner and sick. And neither you, or I, or Sin, would want that. So please, eat more properly." He lectured you. You were used to his lecture by now, and even though he could be too cold sometimes, you knew he cared.

You smiled softly at him. "I'll try."

He returned the smile. "Thank you. Is there anything more you need?"

You looked down at your meal before the words slipped from your mouth. "Can you..tell me the truth?"

"Of..?" There was no going back now.

"Do you really don't know Judal?"

"...." So your suspicion were correct. They do know Judal. The boy slowly bowed and walked towards the door. "Please pardon me."

"Gladly."

He was about to close the door before he muttered a low 'We do know him', and he knew you heard that because you perked up from your meal. With that being said, he closed the door, going where ever he needed to be.

So he knew Judal. And so does Sinbad. And everyone else. You looked at the meal you were given and it had a smiley face on it. You couldn't help but let out something that sounds like a laugh mixed with a sob. It's not your fault that you spit out inhuman noise sometimes.

You cried into the bowl, laughing in between the sob. 'Is this it, am I going insane? Mother...father...your daughter is going insane..' You laughed again at the thought. Anyone who heard this would probably thought you were some creep who sneaked into the palace, and decided to cry while laughing.

'Everyone is just so nice to me..while I'm the cause of their misery. I'm the one who cause Judal to break down. I'm..the cause...why do I HAVE to be a fanalis?!' Your thought were getting depressing as you grabbed a blade from the drawer, in which for whatever reason it was there, you just knew it for one thing.

The end for your misery.

You wanted to be with your family. You wanted to...die..and get this all over with. No one would notice, no one would care. They'd be better off without you anyway. No one would stop you.

Or so you thought.

A hand made its way to your hand that was holding the blade while another hugged your waist and pulled you closer to the...person. You were dumbfounded for a moment before you saw those golden bracelet (?) On the hand that grabbed you and you immediately knew who it is.

"Judal-!" You hissed. You swear you could hear him smirking. You just wish to smack that annoying smirk off his face.

"Nice guess, princess~" Your breathing stopped short when you felt his hot breath on your neck. You couldn't help but blush brightly at the action. You practically forgot how to breathe until you noticed and started gasping for air.

"Oh, am I that breath taking? You flatters me too much, princess." He purred. You shivered when you felt his tongue licking at your neck, your shoulder tensing. He goes on teasing you for a moment, pleasing moment, mind you, before you snapped out of it, and turned around to beat the fuck out of him, only to get pinned to the bed forcefully by his hands.

His hands started to creep up to your chest and you blushed a dark red. "J-JUDAL, STO--" You were interrupted by his lips crashing roughly on yours. It was rough, yet you could feel the passion in his kiss, as if he had wanted this for years, and he was finally getting it.

Like a starving creature.

You couldn't help but melt in the kiss and soon enough, you were kissing back.

As he pulled out, he looked at you with a face that you knew so well after the past few years of adventure. You gulped as you looked at his lustful feature. He smirked, and you blushed just by that because of his heavy breathing and some of his hairs covered his face. In which he looked extremely ho---you slapped you face mentally.

What the fuck, me.

He bent down at you and once again kissed you, teasing you playfully with his tongue. He pulled away and licked your ears, purring. "You know you love me, princess."

And that, was only the beginning.