a fanboy but lover || bb

3 | the accident

i didn't open my wattpad app because i'm really busy working as a manager here in my cousin's company

i'm a workaholic, they said. always working

i just want to grant my parents's wish for me

"i want you to have a good life. to have a good family. promise me, you will work hard to reach your dream even though we are not there with you" my dad said to me after they died in an accident.

i saw them lying in the floor full of blood, i was scared that time

i wanted to help them but it's too late they're dead already

i wanted to kill myself for leaving them, because of my shitty pride

they were running for me, they were following me because they don't want me to leave them, they love me

i cried all day, blaming myself

i remember when my father used to buy me toys when i was a kid

i remember when my mom always cook my favorite foods when i was teenager

i remember when dad, mom and i always go to the other town

i was really happy before but then when they died everything changed