Incoherent Need

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*(Y/N)'s POV*

"No Justin! just No", I said to my boyfriend standing out from the bed, heading towards the door.

Just as I'm about to turn the knob he grabbed my hand forcing me to face him, so close that I could just feel his breath touching my nose. "Don't you love me anymore (Y/N)?"

"Yes! Of course I love you Justin. I mean it's just too early for us to do it", It's not like I don't want to do it too it's that We've been together for just about a month now. I don't want to ruin my reputation I want my first experience to be the one that I will be going to marry, and I hope it will be this man standing in front of me.

He doesn't say anything he just let go of my hand and turned away. I was shocked by his action, everything sunk in. I feel betrayed and used, he created this relationship just to fit his needs.

My whole body is tensed, I cant really believe it that this man that I truly love devoured me for his incoherent lust. I'm happy for myself that I didn't easily gave in. "I'm leaving" I utter slamming the door close. I didn't get the chance to see his reaction.

I ran out of the house, I wander myself looking for a car but it's really useless because its midnight and there is no one that I could really talk to or something. It's cold outside but I don't care. I dozed off to the nearest park, Its only my last resort. I just want some space and time to think.

Tears spring down my eyes. I am really hurt, I don't know what to do. I sat on a park bench curling my knees and crying. I can't believe it we have fights before but not like this.

I was there for almost an hour. I felt a hand reaching my shoulder. I turned my head and met the golden brown eyes that I am in loved with.

"I'm sorry babe", he said seating beside me. He clutch his arm around my shoulder.

I stare coldly at his eyes. "Sorry? Justin is that all you can say?" I cried and stand out from the bench but he repulsively grabbed my hand forcing me to sat back.

"I'm really sorry babe, I mean it. I know what your thinking. No I'm not with you now just to have sex or just to fit my needs with you. I want you and I love you, I truly am. Please don't let me go. I'm sorry babe, so sorry" He said staring at my eyes I can see his really true to his words. I feel guilt for what I've done

"No I should be the one saying that Justin. I'm sorry for going out immediately, I'm sorry that I didn't gave you time to explain or to just talk to you, I'm so sorry. I won't never let you go cause I love you too babe" I murmur meeting his eyes that are a bit shady.

I lean against him and connect our lips with a hungry but passionate kiss. He respond immediately and soon we lost ourselves with a loving kiss.

I feel complete with my boyfriend. All the ache and hurt that is inside me was all gone it was replace with an incoherent need, a need with love and it was all filled by this man, the man that I truly love.

A/N: This is my first time writing a book so yeah. Short and shitty but please bare with me guys. Comment what you think and I'll probably update not that soon

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