Time To Say Goodbye - A Jordan Jansen FanFiction

Chapter 3- At My Apartment (the same day)

 'Shit! What have I done??!', I shouted out loudly, when I convinced myself Jordan drove away. 'Wow- well done, Jess! You have a boyfriend, thought you know you have to leave in 4 months!' I couldn't stop yelling at myself. 'Genius, just Genius!' I was mad at myself. I don't wanted to hurt him, but when could I tell him? Right tomorrow. Or should I call him? I was sure he wouldn't be asleep already. I slowly walked over to my bag, which I had thrown on the little couch. I opened the zip and tooked it out.I dialed Jordan's number and waited for him to answer. It ringed a few times.

'This is Jordan, hello?', I swallowed hard. 'Jordan, it's me- Jess. Are you at home? I need to tell you something...' , he sneezed twice. 'Bless you!', I said. 'Um, no. I'm still stuck in a traffic jam. But what do you wanna tell me? Should I come over to your place again?', he sounded so patient and lovely, I don't deserve him, I thougt. My hands shaked and my voice nearly failed. 'Yes, please. It's important!' He then said: 'It's okay, I'll be there in about 15 minutes!', and hung up. I felt tears welled up in my eyes. And slowly they begun to stream down my face. No, stop- he shouldn't see you cying! I quickly wiped my tears away and cleaned my nose. I looked on my clock: 24:03 it said. Okay he would be there soon.

5 minutes later I heared a noise from an car engine. A door opened and closed by a slap. The car got locked and then I heared steps coming towards the little building my Apartment was in. I heared the doorbell ring. I let him enter and he came uptairs. I opened the door and stepped by side. He now stood in front of me. 'Hey, babe- you cried? Why?', he sounded carefully. 'Come in and walk up to the livingroom and sit down.' He looked a kind of weird. But he did what I've said. We sat in the livingroom.

'Wanna have a cup of tea first?', I tried to smile but it didn't really worked. 'No, thanks. Tell me now what happened! I see there is something wrong...' I formed my lips to say something. But turned out to be a long sight and sobbing. 'We...- I don't kno-w', he looked a kind of confused, then his face turned to looked worried. 'What's wrong? Did I do something stupid?' I looked up to his handsome face. 'No... but-', A tear rolled down my cheek and curved around my nose. He pulled me into a hug. 'Sh, shh... don't you cry! Just tell me...', more and more tears streamed down my face. The words came like a waterfall out of my mouth 'I, I, I have to leave in about 4 month. I'm so sorry! I just do an Work&Travel through Australia, and in 4 month I have to fligh back home to Brighton. Don't be mad at me!' I stood up and got me some tissues. I cleaned my nose and as I was finished I walked back were I came from. 'Jordan? Please say something.', he looked dissapointed, he surely was mad at me. 'That's to much... I'm sorry Jess. I Need to be alone.' 'I understand... Call me?' He sniffed. 'Maybe.'

With Tthese words he left and I was alone again. I bursted into tears. Hopefully he would call me.

Authors note: I know this cheapter suck's... sry xx