John left the flat to get dinner. he thought as he walked. Sherlock had seemed upset about something. had john done something and not realized? John sighed with frustration. he was no good at deduction, that was sherlock. Sherlock. John had been thinking more of sherlock lately, he couldn't understand why. he thought back to the addler case a few weeks ago. he blushed just thinking about sherlock walking around in a bedsheet. god, what was wrong with him. then there was everyone, just so convinced that they were a couple. he tried shaking the thoughts out of his head. John watson it not gay. not falling for the man uncapable of loving him back. He got a horrible thought. what if sherlock had already seen through him, before john even realized? Maybe thats why he didn't want to come with john? No. sherlock can't have thought that. John was not in love with sherlock. he was sure of it. Well, he thought so.
One thing john was sure of was that he was starving. he got some food and started home. He found himself, again, thinking of sherlock. 'My god, this is mad! of course, i've fallen for the only one it is impossible to have! and Sherlock's bound to find out immediately!' John thought. Well, atleast he had admitted it to himself.
When John got home, sherlock was on his laptop.
"Sherlock, again?"
"I've misplaced mine, john."
"for gods sake sherlock it's in the kitchen!"
"I didn't feel like getting up."
John sighed. sherlock could be a difficult man to live with sometimes, but it was all worth it.
John started heading up to bed.
"john, i wanted to talk to you."
"can it wait until tomorrow sherlock?" John sighed
"I suppose..." sherlock said slightly annoyed.
John went up to bed, quickly falling asleep with the strangest dream.
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More than Flatmates... a johnlock fanfiction
FanfictionJohn is finally realizing his feelings for sherlock, but how can he keep them a secret without being deduced?
