Let Me Love You

2

I woke up thinking about how I need to talk to Tre and figure out what is going on with him because not only is it affecting me , it is affecting him in many ways possible.
Tre got out of bed.

"Tre before you go , can I talk to you for a min?", I asked.
"Sure baby", Tre replied.
"Why do you abuse me ?, you make me cry and you make me feel worthless",I sobbed.
"Baby I told you this already, I got a lot on mind , I guess I just don't know how to express it in the right way. I don't mean for you to cry. You mean the world to me." ,Tre answered.
"Yeah right like I believe you" I said sarcastically.

Tre stayed silent.

" But other than that I feel like you don't love me , I feel like you have someone better in your life.",I said timidly.
"ARE YOU SERIOUS?",Tre questioned.
"Yh I'm serious , you don't understand the pain I go through for you and you don't even apologise.",I sobbed.
"Alright I'm sorry.", Tre apologised.
"Sorry doesn't cut it, you leave invisible scars on my body that I can't get rid of, this is something I can never forget.",I told him.
"I understand you won't forgive me but can you at least give me a second chance? I'll make it up to you.",Tre asked.
"I feel you're better off without me",I replied.
"Kiara, I need you in my life, you're something that I can't let go of",Tre responded.
"Certainly doesn't seem like it...",I said quietly under my breath.

Silence hung in the air.

This conversation got me thinking for ages which really fucked up my mind. Seems like I'm gonna have to get my best friend Tamara involved in this and ask for some advice. Tamara has such a smooth skin tone especially coz she's darkskin. The more melanin the better. She has nice kinky-curly hair which goes up to her waist if stretched. She has a septum piercing and a beauty spot above her top lip. Her eyebrows are always fleeky and she's never threaded them. She's just such a great , caring person considering why she's the first person I go to whenever I'm in a sticky situation. I've never told anyone about my problems, so for me telling my best friend something , means it's serious.

- Hey TamTam , can I talk to u for a sec? Need some advice x - Kiara
- Sure Kiki , what's up x- Tamara
- You know my boyfriend Tre , well let's say he's experiencing a couple of issues and he's kinda taking it out on me in a physical way x- Kiara
- I don't mean to lash out but GIRL WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU STILL WITH HIM. I WOULD'VE LEFT HIS SILLY ASS A LONG TIME AGO- Tamara
- I know I should've but he forces me to stay. I have no power over him coz I'm weak x - Kiara
- Yall are not meant to be. Why don't you come and live with me for a while in Louisville? -Tamara
- Since Tre's going work tomorrow, I'm gonna have to try sneak out but I'll tell you when I'm gonna leave . Ty bestie ly x -Kiara
- Np Kiki luh you too any time x- Tamara

While Tre was downstairs, I started to pack up a couple things of mine and made sure everything I needed was in my suitcase.

The next day...

While Tre left home early to go work , I got my suitcase and took it downstairs. I made myself some waffles drizzled with golden syrup on top with some whipped cream and strawberries to keep me full on my journey. After I finished my breakfast I got myself a bottle of water and put it in my jacket pocket. I stepped outside and the cold breeze hit me. I looked around to make sure no one was looking. I went onto the pavement and shouted "TAXI!"
The car pulled up and the driver let me in the car.

"So where you off to?",The driver asked.
"Louisville.", I replied.
"That will be $459.95.", The driver told me.
"I don't have that much money sir.",I said timidly.
" How bout I give you a discount, since you looking fine asf." , The driver said flirtatiously.
" Thanks.",I said.

The journey took off..

When I got out of the car, someone bumped into me and dropped all of my belongings onto the floor. I looked at him and I couldn't stop staring. He was brown skin , had a high top and plump pink lips. He had several tattoos on his hand and also had a moustache and a beard. I kept on staring into his eyes until he clicked his fingers loudly in my face.

"I'll pick that up for you.", He told me.
"Oh thanks , sorry for bumping into you" , I replied.
"You don't need to apologise don't worry girl. By the way my names Bryson.", He replied.
"My names Kiara", I said in a timid tone.
"You don't have to be shy , any chance I could get your number?", Bryson said smiling.

I typed my number onto his phone.

"Wanna come over to my house? It's just across the road.", Bryson asked.
"Sure I wouldn't mind.", I answered.

I followed Bryson across the road but damn was this boy sexy I couldn't get my eyes off of him.

"Come in", Bryson demanded.

He opened the door for me and took my things into his room. He gave me some orange squash and escorted me to his living room. Damn was this place fine!