Chapter 22:I Dont Know What I Want

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Y/n P.O.V

I tried calling Jake 10 times and he still hasn't answered. I know we got in a fight earlier today but I thought he would've forgot about it by now........ But I guess not.

Eventually I gave up and threw my phone on my bed frustrated. I got up got some pajamas out of my closet and went to the bathroom to take a shower. The shower was my thinking place. It was the only spot where I could let out what I was feeling.

I got out of the bathroom and went downstairs to watch a movie. By the time I was finished popping the popcorn and sat on the couch, I heard a knock on the front door. I confusing we got up and looked through the peep hole. It was Austin.I open the door

"Austin what are you doing here?"

"I came to surprise you.........surprise!"

" *scuffs* yeah well its a little late for that"I said opening the door widely for him to walk in.

"I hope I wasn't inturupting something"Austin said walking towards the kitchen and set a bag on the table

"No no your fine.what's in the bag?"

"Oh uhhh before I got here,I took a little pit stop at Taco Bell to get us something to eat"Austin said taking out a whole bunch of tacos.

"Us to eat?"

"Yeah.I thought you would be lonely and upset on this magical Thursday night so I brought us both some Taco Bell"

All I could do was smile.I grabbed a taco or two and walked over to the couch with Austin waiting for the movie previews to end.

While we were waiting,Austin spoke up.

"So what's up?"

"What do you mean?"

"Oh come on.I see it in your eyes"

"See what? What are you talking about?"

"The sadness.look....sometime you can be a bit of a.........what's the word?"

"Bitch?"

"Yes a bitch.but believe it or not,your so transparent,I can see right through you"

"Oh really?"

"Yeah"

"Then tell me.......what do you see"I said putting my taco down and getting super close to Austins face to where we're both looking each other in the eyes.

"I see..........a young lady who's lost.I see a girl who has made mistakes in her life that she wishes she could take back.....but knows even if she could.......it wouldn't fix anything."

"Keep going"I said getting closer to Austins face as he did the same.

"I see a girl who doesn't know what she wants"

"And how is that?"I asked pulling in closer

"Because.......if I kissed you right now,you wouldn't know how you feel towards me"

"I'm willing to take that risk"I said right before we close the gap between our lips.Our lips moving in sync.bodies so close together they fit just like a puzzle piece.

I turn off the TV and Austin begins laying down on his back without breaking the kiss.

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