Dear diary,
Worst day ever!! I told someone at work who used to be my best friend that I liked Jack and she didn't know what to do so we got on all day and then after work Jack was picking me up it was 5:15 and Jack was waiting outside so she walked me to my car and knocked on jacks window she then said to him "Jess loves you you know" he just looked at her then looked at me then went bright red and I could feel my cheeks going so I put my headphones in and wanted to cry :( we didn't speak the whole way home which was awkward :/ when we got home I stopped my Music and undone my belt! Jack then locked the doors so I couldn't get out he pulled my headphones out of my ears and grabbed my face. My face was burning and he pulled me close and said "I love you" I replied with "I-I l-love you t-two" he smiled and kissed me which was amazing :) then Zack Walked out of the door and saw he didn't say anything until we got inside after making out for like half an hour :/ we went in holding hands and when we got in Zack went (in front of everyone) "are you two a thing now" Jack just shrugged and everyone looked at me I felt like crying so I ran away up to my room and locked my door and wanted to cry!! My phone buzzed and it was Lisa (Alex's girlfriend) saying "WE NEED TO TALK" we haven't spoke in years so I got changed out of my work clothes into a nice pair of black skinny jeans and a white t-shirt so then I unlocked my door and grabbed my car keys and left when we got there she grabbed me and said "ARE YOU DATING JACK" I didn't know what to say so I just went to the toilets and came back 5 mins later and told her everything it felt so good getting it off of my chest so she told me that I needed a time out so I drove down to my parents and Lisa and I stayed there for a few days after a couple of days I turned my phone back on and had multiple texts off of Jack hoping that I was okay! Shit! I forgot to tell them so Lisa rang them straight away telling them that I'd been with her they wasn't happy at all!
